"There's a sort of decency..."

                                  a photograph i took of me a few days ago...
on the first day of my radiation treatment for prostate cancer a woman had me lower my mask so she could take a picture of my face...i thought it might be for comparisons of how the face changes after the treatment...but then i remembered how when i got the traffic ticket in eugene i was made to take a mug shot at the sheriffs headquarters...i was the only one that they required that for...later when i was working on the BP oil spill clean-up there was a sheriffs deputy who was driving around the beach showing people that mug shot and saying they were looking for this guy who is a "sex offender"...nice folks eh?...i did not know how corrupted the cops were but it seems that there is a cop mafia which likes to mess with people who talk about corruption...so maybe the picture that was taken of me in the YUMA REGEONAL CANCER CENTER  was for some nefarious purpose...i have lots of complaints about what happened to me during my treatment there...two things that i wrote got a lot of attention....one being the questioning of the cost of the CAT-scan....as far as i am concerned the place is an "ON-GOING CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE."....once the women who was operating the radiation machine decided to aim it at my pubic bone which resulted in extreme pain the next day...i told the oncologist and i heard she said she did it because it was "FUN"...another time when i went into the treatment room someone has sprayed what i think is buteric acid on the place where you lay down...the smell is awful but also it is the same smell that was put on me when i was being gang stalked in eugene (they also call it "swamping") this smell immediately elicits a "flight or fight" response and my hands start to shake...later they did it again but out of the aim of the camera which is in the room and is monitored in another room... the first thing that Hippocrates says in his medical advise is "FIRST DO NO HARM"...that is not something that these people have ever heard of...i have no idea whether the cancer is less or not after 44 radiation treatments.... 

"There's a sort of decency among the dead, a remarkable discretion: you never find them making any complaint against the doctor who killed them."  Moliere...