"More weight..."

 from long ago and far away...did all the animals die from communicable disease?

the sound is off on the television...but C-Span has much talking heads...listening to dr huberman being interviewed by mr c. williamson on youtube...they both have sponsors...i ain't buying nuthin'...hot sauna to ice bath...lift weights. how many trucks have they unloaded?...no telling...i guess few...my muscles came from being a "day laborer"...thoreau recommends it...don't commit to a "shit job"...not much financial incentive...i made about 38 bucks to unload a truck...why can't mr musk or mr, somebody with money and expertise put together "workbook" for people who seek work...facebook ain't much for employment...

i am being stalked across town and to my medical appointments by women with hate in their eyes...screw them!...the dirty girls don't like me...not one little bit...they have infiltrated all aspects of society...government...medical...and they get kickback from all the thrift stores...serious bummer...the woman in charge of monitoring and investigating organized crime in this state is asleep at the wheel...serious bummer...so that is this mornings venting,,,you can get double your money back if you are dissatisfied...

now for some controversy...i doubt if i would attend the fights being promoted by the executive branch of government...how ever...i recently found MONA KIMURA a young Japanese fighter who KICKS ASS!...literally...she is a small woman who is trained in boxing and karate and uses her feet to win her matches...there is a Japanese guy who is in a light weight class who has the same tenacity and wins a lot of matches,,,i like the female and light class fighting much better than the heavy weight classes...i also watched the Belmont stakes horse race where the horse GOLDEN TEMPO went from last place to win by a foot or two...this horse has a woman trainer...it was a hell of a race..."Lazy"..by "Strange Kind of Women" is a good song and King Crimson "Industry: from a 1984 concert on Tokyo is pretty....well industrial...Rainbow Girls "sixth grade girlfriend" is interesting...i like all of the "George Gently" british 90 min. murder detective stories..."The haunting world of schizophrenic art" is a good look into an interesting mental ailment (24 min)+ "Inside Hull-Oakes: the last giant steam powered saw mill still cutting logs" (30 min)...it is fascinating to me how relatively primitive machinery was so sophisticated..."Histories biggest slavers- not who you think" (9min) is a well researched bit of history...lots of folks in the slave trade through-out history @ money markets and more...

the head of the executive branch of the U.S. government is getting a lot of negative press these days... i saw him talking with some fisher folks yesterday about opening up thousands of square miles to fishing...when i was enslaved on a salmon tender off the alaska coast on a salmon processing boat i was told where we were had been closed to fishing for the previous 5 year due to over-fishing...it happens...the science indicates that most of the worlds fish populations are very reduced...as it happens most of the human population has increased...is there a correlation?... 

i was told that "vendetta" means wait...perhaps so.

"MORE WEIGHT!" the last words of mr giles corey the only person to be killed by crushing to death (1692) at the salem witch trials

 

"I pass death..."

 the color wheel shows the different colors and their closeness to each other

everything leaves behind some evidence of their having passed by

i read about a guy who stabbed a fellow student in the the chest and killed him...he was tried in a court of law and found guilty of murder...he was on the "black spectrum"...i did not hear what his sentence was...he has been unlucky enough to have been included in the current "anti-black" sentiment...i read a very good article in "Natural History" magazine (july/august 2025) "food for thought"...this article says "What then are the cognitive abilities that allow humans to come together to form large cooperative social groups? There are many, but a few are notable. Impulse control is key to future oriented behavior that is the cornerstone of sharing." the scientific research indicates that humans use 20% of their energy in the brain...for children age 5 and under it is 66% of their energy which is used by the brain...when i hear that some folks want to stop providing nutrition assistance for school kids i think it might be a good investment to feed the kids daily...

housing seems to be in the news daily because so many people struggle to find affordable housing...Thoreau said he thought sleeping in a coffin-like tool box would be a good idea...Tee-Pees he liked also...i have worked on construction sites where "MC-Mansions " were being built (large houses with the pretense of opulence)...well i suppose a person has a lot of psychological baggage to deal with when they choose a place to live... 

i came across a few good sites on youtube one of which is @Taboo Education" lets talk death" this aussie woman has some largely ignored subjects "Why you need to stop saying "committed suicide" (5 min)...i think she is a mortician

@hysteria podcast seems to be "unbalanced professional haters" these girls certainly have no love at all for J. Kusher...they may even be prejudiced!

also there is a very upbeat interview with one of the inventors of Virtual Reality namely Jaron Lanier "Father of VR the best AI future nobdy is talking about @Hope Existential (51 min)

i came across a movie which is one of the funniest i have ever seen...before you view this movie i must warn that if you suffer from COULROPHOBIA this movie may trigger you...it is apparently an Irish made movie,,,"APOCALYPSE CLOWN (1hour and 38 min) i have watched it several times as the dialogue is quick...one of the main characters is Jennie Malone of Viral Load Media...she is one of the only none clowns although she is a confirmed "clown fucker". this movie is well worth the time..."Funzo" deserves an academy award...

on  more serious note...the film-maker Raphael Treza has put together "Bengal Danger" about his time in india...(53 min) what beautiful women!

"I pass death with the dying and birth with the new-washed babe...and am not contained between my hat and boots./ And peruse manifold objects, no two alike, and every one good./ The earth good, and the stars good and their adjuncts all good "...Walt Whitman from the 1855 edition of "Leaves of Grass"

"I can't emphasize this enough,..."

the cattle ranchers brought back several head of bovines recently...

when i listen to the peach springs radio station (KWLP-100.9 ) which is run by the Hualapi tribal authorities they sometimes talk about the importance of keeping all the gates closed so as not to let the cows and i suppose horses too wander away and possibly into the roadways...recently there were i think 30 black-footed ferrets released nearby...all of them disappeared...lots of birds of prey, coyotes etc etc etc that would love to invite a chubby black-footed ferret to diner. there is also much discussion about whether the mexican grey wolf population needs to be added to...without new genes in the population the inbreeding co-efficient is going to be not very good...i recently purchased some cow meat which I enjoyed eating very much...i finally realized that a small tender tasty steak is much better than a large steak fit only for the ravens because they are too tough to chew and digest...anyhow i also figure the chocolate and honey in small doses is helpful...and the salads are essential as well as the fruit...i think it is important for a persons mental well being that they cook for themselves every day...speaking of which although i may have no right to say it...i think ms ha thi muon who has many youtube presentations is being exploited...i have done a fair amount of back-packing in the mountains and i am appalled at the poor equipment this woman uses in her frequent treks around the mountains to wild-harvest...first of all those "Dulac cowboy boots" she wears are right at being worthless...a good pair of Merrils or Vasque with good ankle support would much better serve the purpose...and real dog packs would make the dogs lives much better and that woven basket she carries around is a poor substitute for a modern pack with good waist strap to keep the weight off her back...one of her presentations which has a title with "smiles" in it shows this poor unfortunate woman walking up the inclined road which a look of sheer exhaustion...i know the look well...anyhow, she might consider having 5 goats and one dog instead of the other way around...the goats can carry more weight, have better footing on the rocks and can eat vegetation instead of meat...anyhow i cannot enjoy watching this woman and her dogs working to exhaustion due to poor equipment...much of the better equipment is actually made in Vietnam...and she should not gather "rare frogs"!...

an extremely informative youtube presentation is "10 Christian denominations Explained" (32min) @Professor Archive...i did not realize how many members some of these denominations have...and their influence

a good musical presentation is "Rust in the Red, White and Blue" (5min) by Varton? Outlaw Acoustic...somewhat opinionated

it seems to me  that i am encountering more folks who have strong opinions and little regards for other folks view...i listen to a guy who almost daily lists everything that Elon Musk has written on his twitter account...i think i can hear a bit of an echo...yes, yes i can hear an echo! i don't think the validity of a persons opinion should be based on their financial worth...more light...less heat...

"I can't emphasize this enough, a rigorous adherence to truth is the most important thing for AI safety, and empathy for humanity and life as we know it." Elon Musk said in "Digital super-intelligence (50 min) @ Y combinator

 

 

"Less a refutation..."

patterns on a pine tree stump...

 

egg on the top of my black beans...my favorite breakfast

some people think three is a magic number...or not...

as i sit here watching a woman on C-SPAN saying she was a 21 year old who was "trafficked" by J.Epstein et.al...21?...but not 12 years old...when does a woman become responsible for her own actions?

i watched a good interview @unherd "The porn emergency" with a professional philosopher named Kathleen Stock...she spent about 31 minutes commenting on the sex worker Bonnie Blue AKA Tia Billinger who is famous for not discriminating against any mans copulatory organ...she be wealthy due to the amount of publicity she has cultivated... Ms. Stock says she is "depraved and reprehensible" (and wealthy) i have to wonder about why more attention is not focused on the extreme violence which has proliferated on the internet...i turn it off and look at something else...my computer has button that allows me to do that...try that...

i am watching a mr. Decker on C-SPAN who is head of the business "HomeDepot" he says the USA needs a lot more houses and he says there is a shortage of 300,000 construction workers...i have spent a lot of time working on construction sites and for the last 40 years or more many of the construction workers i have seen were Hispanic...so mr. Deckers complaint should be recognized as a result of greedy construction companies allowing people to take over the construction jobs because they have to pay less money to undocumented workers for the work being done... 

speaking of work "Lumber capital log yard" has several good youtube presentations about a couple of women and their "woodmizer" sawmill...i don't see much concern with safety equipment...earplugs, steel-toed boots, long sleeve shirts and at least safety glasses!...i could not have worked on any site without those PPE...

and last but not least some more youtube videos "THE FEYNMAN WAY" are by the physicist Richard Feyman who apparently spent a lot of time studying human physiology as well as physics and has some interesting recommendations...like jumping on a trampoline and taking a 20 minute nap...

"Less a refutation than a new set of doubts..." said of Al-Hazen's refutation of Ptolemy's world view...way back when...

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"We really feel a desire..."

 baby bunny hopped over from the woods where his mama was to check things out

this flicker has a nest in the hollow of this pine tree next to the truck...nice to see

SEX...has been on my mind...due to some of the youtube presentations i have come across...one interesting presentation is "HIGH CLASS- the dark reality of the las vegas escort business"...this video is well...lets say it has good production values..that is to say the sound is good and it is in focus... these folks interview several women who went to las vegas and became "trafficked"...they all admitted that they went to this city to experience the "good life"...they met men who recognized their potential to make money from prostitution (sex) and put them to work...none of these women appeared to be of deficient intellect...they wasn't retards...it seems that the problem is that these women were not allowed to keep the money they were paid to engage in sex...or what ever was required by the client...i have met several women who had sex for money, saved their money and invested it...they had few regrets...the problem is that by marginalizing sex workers in society they are not afforded  the same protections other workers get from exploitation...this particular video has some aspects which seem to be of dubious validity,,,anyhow, all women should know that men have copulatory organs which are seeking an orifice and women have three orifices or is it orifii? anyhow as my grandaddy told me once "a hard peter has no conscious"...yep, this be the truth...women do not need pimps they need protection from exploitation...i lived in a casino town and they do not like cheaters and i doubt that in vegas they would allow wholesale exploitation of sex workers...i give this presentation an 8 on the bullshit scale...(thanks sabina) but on a more science based view there is dr david BUSS who's field of expertise is human sexuality..."What science actually says about men and women"@triggerpod(one hour and 21 min) a very informative video that puts male/female relations in perspective (he does not attempt to analyze gay relationships) "Memoirs of a former adult talent agent" from softwhiteunderbelly is a very informative interview with a guy who seems pretty damned honest about sex work from his hands on (so to speak) experience...he be against it now...(about 57 min)...so as to give equal time to the males i would like to recommend this video "3D sperm production; prepare to be amazed" (1 min 31 sec) worth the time...and more science is "A completely unknown form of extinct life discovered" (16min) from 7 days of science...who knew! and ms emilia evans has a good presentation called "5 extinct animals that never existed" (18 min)... a rather long but well done interview is on Lex fridmans podcast entitled "FFmpeg: the incredible technology behind video on the internet"...this is about the people who developed VLC and other software FOR FREE open source to view what you are watching right now...hats off for these folks,,,unless it is the orange cone hat which dr fridman wears throughout the interview,,,i watched a couple of good robert mitchum films  recently,,,"The amsterdam kill" (1hour and 30 min) about a dea agent who travels between holland and hongkong and even better is "The man in the middle" (1964) (about one hour and 30 min) which was renamed "the winston affair" about mitchum as an attorney in the military who is trying to represent a guy who killed a man and mitchums character tries to save him from hanging by proving him to be insane...well done...some good music is "The most fearless voice in jazz today; veronica swift (1hour and 54 min) @ emmetCohen...another swift with talent...

"We really feel a desire to talk on many subjects, to all the people of Brooklyn; and it ain't their ninepences we want much either. There is a curious kind of sympathy (haven't you ever thought of it before?) that arises in the mind of a newspaper conductor with the public he serves...Daily communion creates a sort of brotherhood and sisterhood between the two parties." walt whitman june 1 1846

i think the internet serves the purpose of mass communication newspapers once provided for the public...but much precaution must be taken to sift out the crap!

"What Constantine discovered...."

I found this beautiful obsidian tool yesterday after the rain washed the pine needles away and exposed it...i am parked in a place where a large number of indigenous people lived...i asked the government archaeologists if these tools are 200 years old or 2000 years old and they said they do not know...however they can determine where the obsidian came from... 

lots of news in the news in the last couple of weeks...it's one damned thing after another...as always...

i was interested to see that the several hundred "humanitarians" who were going to Gaza  managed to come away with their lives...i guess they forgot that the IDF has already killed tens of thousands of folks and tens of thousands of children...a few hundred more innocent deaths  would not be beyond their possible actions...you have to keep your humanitarian deeds within the scope of probability...they could have dropped off a few thousand rat traps and done a lot of good...maybe...check out "Neturei Karta. the ultra orthodox jews, Israels others" (14 min)...i became interested in elon musk's various projects and taken as a whole it seems between the AI stuff and the space stuff and the many more projects he has undertaken to work synergistically (nothing seems to be an isolated endeavor) "Tesla Giga Press 4.0 (13min) is a good example of how all things musk need to be practically undertaken. this press or machine molds the telsa car body in such a way as to reduce time and materials by as much as 40%...this mans endeavors are of historical significance...it's not the fact that the financial aspects of this mans life are unprecedentedly large it's that the ideas he seeks to promote in a concrete way are unique...

another attempt to terrorize me recently as the gun goobers decided to spend a lot of money blasting away with thousands of shells from a multitude of firearms within a very close proximity... i have been subjected to "intimidation by gun-fire" for several decades now...from florida to oregon to idaho and all places in between...and of course i come into town today only to be stalked and harassed some more...maybe it is the yellow turtle-neck which is offensive,,,

there are a couple of good youtube sources of information about pot, weed, marijuana (full disclosure...i smoked a lot of pot from the age of 17 and was a confirmed stoner until about the age of 33 when i became aware that my consumption of alcohol and weed was killing me...death, sobriety or insanity were the choices which were described to me...not everyone is a practicing addict...i was..),,,"Marijuana; all facts and numbers" Sabine Hossenfelfer (21 min) and "How marijuana affects the brain and body" (22min) dr andrew huberman...lets face it, lots of people use pot and have no addictive tendencies,,,and some people like me... become stoners...i like being straight now...Ms Itchy Boots has been busy since she left her Yamaha in Mongolia for the winter and got some R&R in Bali and hit the weights (this woman has made herself very strong) and then returned to Holland to participate in her first Hyrox, an athletic competition..."The Grand Finale- my first solo Hyrox" (25min)...(she apparently came in first place for women but was too shy to say so....another spectacular athlete is "Annie Sanders: Athlete of the week" world climbing champion...an excellent example of strength to weight ratios... also ms "little Chinese everywhere" goes near myanmar "This is the real rural china that nobody sees"(26 min)...she tours several tea plantations and shows how tea is grown and processed...she uses her internet presence to  promote the these small time tea growers...Flo is not present... Ha Thi Muon has many youtube presentations about her life in the rural mountains if vietnam...this woman's videos become pretty addictive as she seems to have some inner strength which guides her life with her 5 dogs and a goat...she treks into the mountains to wild harvest many plants and she uses her dogs and goat to help her pack her plants into town to be sold...she is devoted to her animals and they are devoted to her...it is one of the most endearing animal/human symbiotic relationships i have ever seen...and i have enjoyed the music of "the rainbow girls" and "nora jones and "hillbilly moon explosion has a new video called "1979"...quite interesting... got to go wearing down...

"What Constantine discovered...is that the meaning of a text is enlarged by the readers capacities and desires..."alberto manguel (from a history of reading)

                                     

"FAME IS PROOF..."

water for a desert animal...drop by drop..much can be provided in small increments

it has come to my attention that there are those persons who have sought to steal my intellectual property...and monetize it...therefore...as of this date and time i am going to copyright all photography. writing and other creations that appear on this blog, or my notebooks or the contents of my storage unit which was recently stolen from me...durn their scurvy butts!...anyhow, obviously i can hardly enforce this copyright, but i intend to target those who have spent much time and effort to cancel me and promote themselves...and punish their criminality...also as of this time the name "TEATSQUEEZER" is my exclusive property and i don't give a damn who says otherwise...some people are sick and refuse to acknowledge that they cannot appropriate another persons work...

"FAME IS PROOF THAT PEOPLE ARE GULLIBLE." R.W. Emerson