"When you deal with irrational animals..."

even the least of these seeks a drink of refreshing water

i'm gonna be negative now, so as to get it out of my system before it poisons my mind...as i sit here watching "journalist discuss shifting media impact on black communities" it occurs to me that there is not "white" people represented...durn their scurvy white butts...as soon as i heard the ghost of Emmit Till i knew it was going to be a "black blather fest" when one of the participants brought up how her ancestors was snatched up from mother africa and brought to the new world in chains it occured to me that the black african tribal chiefs who enriched themselves by selling other blacks into slavery never get brought up...there are some very good youtube presentations about the genetic makeup of about every human population...the so called "black irish" it seems have a different genotype than the red heads..humans all the way back to denisovans and neanderthals have genetic markers which the rapidly growing field of genetics is analysing...sorry no reparations coming from them either...if you spend too much time walking backwards you are going so stumble...i am aware of an increasing amount of "radicalized" views on the internet...from every spectrum of society...as resources become smaller and the population of humans becomes larger the rationalization for extreme responces will increase....the example of the entire globe changing when the covid pandemic was at its height should be an example of how humans have it in their power to save themselves...but instead we have resigned ourselves to playing games and destroying the atmosphere in the process....how many sporting events were played and how many people attended them in the last year?...oh well...

"When you deal with irrational animals, with things and circumstances, be generous and straightforward. You are rational and they are not. When you deal with fellow human beings, behave as one. They share in the LOGOS. And invoke the gods regardless.          Don't worry about how long you will go on doing this.                           A single afternoon would be enough.    MARCUS AURELIUS 

"NIGHTMARES..."

image above is a kaibab squirrel drinking from the water pan 

4th of july and the USA is solid as a rock...top image is of a fresh fungi growth on top of pine stump

sooo...had to come into town for more medical "consultation"...the forest was very nice and since i put out the water pan, which is actually a "charger" or large serving tray...4 bucks at the thrift and made of thick stainless steel with brass handles at both ends...only an inch deep so the small birds love it...a couple of least chipmunks also sipped from it several times a day...with the air temperature being much higher than in the past the creatures are going to need some help...i forget if the chipmunks here estivate when the temps get this high...going to get hotter than this!

i looked up the 3 people who died in the Snyder fire on the colorado/utah border...i almost burst into tears when i saw these very young people...EMILY BARKER...SYDNEY WATSON...NICK HUTCHERSON...HEROS!....a told a couple of federals that people who start forest fires should be shot on sight...enough of that...

   some of the better youtube i watched lately is "Anthony Kaldellis-Roman Empire etc..."(4 hours)...lex fridman podcast #498...Dr. Fridmans' genius is in asking brilliant questions...of course it is inevitable that one attempts to see if the trials and tribulations of past cultures are indications of what the present situation might have in store ...i think that the technological developments of today make society differently poised to act and react...however human nature has not changed...and Dr, Andrew Huberman has a good interview with Ido Portal who is a philosophical body dynamics expert "Movement practice to strengthen your body-mind connection"(3 hours)...Dr, Huberman brings up his participation in skateboarding in his younger days and how adept some of the practitioners of this fairly new sport are.   But i have to get my daily dose of laughter so i watched "Fern Brady" an Irish woman with a...rather harsh view of life...but funny...i also thought i might sign up with a dating service so i have been watching "Smack The Pony dating Agency" to get some tips (or not)...since i feel better when things are being improved rather than being made worse i like to watch Cobbler G (mr Gibson) whose latest challenge is a pair of boots infested with spider webs and various insect carcasses...one of of of the things i marvel at is how resilient leather is...this cobbler with an an attitude takes an ancient craft to new levels...also i always watch  the latest "Girl with Dogs" who has groomed a lot of cats recently...to watch this lady with endless compassion take a dog covered with matted hair and transform it into a regal beast once again brings joy to my heart...also i was impressed with Ms 'Itchy Boots" recovery from near disaster when her Yamaha motorcycle was close to being washed away in a river in Mongolia...(season 8 episode 139)..this woman is tough!...i always save "Little Chinese Everywhere" with Yan for sunday morning when i have my mug of coffee and pastry while i watch this ladies travels...she has bought a new drone which she flies with a VR headset...nice work...and since socialism has been in the news much lately i looked up some explanations about this  form of government.."Social Democracy VS Democratic Socialism explained easy" (4min)...the problem with this and most political discussions is that politics like religions are  very fluid concepts and practices...they do not exist in a pure state...and i look at music videos in the evening before i slumber (usually between 8 an 9 pm)...BOPFLIX has a thousand videos to peruse...

 

",,,nightmares are dreams too!..." Jesse Welles 

 

 

 

"TAT..."

 photo taken this morning with my recently purchased Nikon D100...came with a nice 18-70mm nikon lens a nice camera bag 2 batteries and battery charger... 6mp...like new $40 bucks...shop thrift stores!

so i need to say something about what gets sold by persons who have podcasts...there is a guy who is very popular who is selling a super duper backback...there are thousands of back-packs in thrift stores...also there is a guy (dr huberman) who is selling a titanium skillet...there are thousands of skillets in thrift stores... don't mean to discredit anyone ( I listen to dr. hubermans health advise as closely than I listen to my own doctor) however! the notion that selling overpriced stuff on line is OK is not OK...recycle or die...

i watched a presentation on youtube @"dig it with raven" entitled "Dear Joe Rogan I'm an Archeologist and ..."(12 min)  this is about debunking the clickbait scammer joe rogan...he claims things on the walls in pyramids are helicopters etc...this guy has muscles in his head where brains should be...now he has to "face the raven"...

now on a more personal level...i seem to be experiencing "death from delay"...colon cancer tests lost in the mail...radiation treatment turned into personal vendeta, cataract surgery deemed un-needed by nurse staff, i am losing faith in the medical component of my life...however...i do get to see medical personell and have a good food budget and the weather is not injurious to my health so i guess i can carry on until i cannot carry on...i saw my medical record recently and i have what are called co-morbidities... i was warned many years ago...you get old, you get sick, you die...well, there is more to it than that...i think it is good to manouver ones existence so as to be happy until the last minute...then get out with some control...

TAT TVAM ASI... 

"Allocation of energy..."

                                          top image is a bird...bottom image is a plant...scrounged around amongst the memories and came across a thumb drive with more images than i wanted to peruse this morning...coffee, coffee my brain cries out for COFFEEEEEE...awoke at 4AM and tried to get the duck browser into the new laptop...bought a MacBook pro at the thrift last week for 50 bucks...13 years old, like new condition...500 GB memory etc etc etc...i like it!   can't make coffee though...

stayed at a spot a half a mile from where i usually stay...nice spot has a large stone fire-ring NO FIRES NO FIRES NO DAMNED FIRES!...still there are forest fires to the south and forest fires to the north and hazy smoke all around...and no rain in sight...these are the unavoidable facts...the weather patterns changing...the numbers don't look good...same ol' same ol'...well at least we can take comfort in the fact that there is a lot of money being made....right!...tell me i'm right...anyhow the social democrats are in office on the east coast and in the middle of the country and now they need an elected official on the west coast...then they can do the pincher maneuver.   certainly no one can be surprised that a rather extreme version of government is being elected...extreme situations call for extreme measures...the difference in the current situation is that the very wealthy are all regular folks...begun with modest financial resources...not royalty...just hard working american ingenuity...combined with greed perhaps...

watched some good youtube last week...ain't no surprise...i hear where there are laws which now make it a criminal offense to allow any human under the age of 16 years to get on "social media"...what the hell is social media!...i would have thought that for a thing to be social there would have to be the ability to be responded to...comments and such...i hope and pray that i am never asking for "LIKES" or thumbs or anybody's nickel or approval or anything else...even a dime will alter the way a person thinks...we be very emotionaly involved with money...as a species...bonobos...not so much...

speaking of money.."only fans model ostracized" (24min) (soft white underbelly)...a 23  year old woman who paid cash for her home and automobiles and has a million bucks in the bank and makes $300 K per month says she was being treated badly for being a sex worker...even more distressing is the interview with Addison Vodka who never said how much money she makes but i imagine a lot...she has been on the internet since she was in elementary school...she likes it a lot...she is the happiest person i have seen being interviewed about her sex work...also an only fans participant as well as a regular maker of commercial videos for the porn industry...she aspires to be "performer of the year"...she likes the job!...however i saw her in an interview later where she looks like she is distraught about the negative comments she has recieved...NEVER LISTEN TO COMMENTS!....BUT i noticed that i was somewhat depressed after watching Ms. Vodkas interview (perhaps she should change her name to Ms.Highball)...i was lamenting the blue funk i was experiencing when i came across Ms MARIA DUMITRESCU or Ria-DMS as she posts under...she is ASEXUAL...she has some excellent presentations...(7 types of attraction most people don't know exist." @ria-dms...i was feeling particularly "dickless" and this world view explained in a very articulate way how many people do not crave a sexual relationship...WHO KNEW!....this is exactly the type of information that the "under 16" crowd need to have access to...it ain't all about penetration!... felt suddenly free from the millions of years of social conditioning that insists "inseminate or die!"...i watched ms Florence Welches video "sympathetic magic" and let it be known I am not responsible for her insemination...i think we should start a campaign to address SCOPOPHILIA...might help...

some non-sexual viewing is Hunter Bidens 2hour and 20 minute interview and his Radical Transparency world view...he presents himself and his sobriety as a victory for those at "rock bottom"...took a lot of courage for him to bare his soul this way on "soft white underbelly"..."can aluminum cans be recycled" @ "jerry rig everything" very good video of how it is done...also i met a fellow who informed me that the DIRE WOLF has been brought back from extinction...this is bunk...and measures a very high number on the "bull shit" scale...for good solid science go to @K passionate...this lady carefully looks at the science and says that Dire wolves are not even wolves but are more closely related to jackals, dholes and African wild dogs...and the clones have zero dire wolf DNA...and i once stated that there was no metal working by the indigenous peoples of north america...however there apparently was a extensive copper culture in pre-historic north america...

got to go and make more coffee...

"Allocation of energy is 90% of the game of life" Dr Andrew Huberman 

 

 

"If your'e a collector..."

                                              stealth cam image of myself...recent

I made a list of the vehicles I have owned...in more or less the order I owned them...I was never an automobile collector...

first vehicle was a 1969 Kawasaki 500 triple motorcycle...I was 18 or 19 years old and had been working as a contract laborer in oil refineries...I paid 500 bucks for it...it was in really nice shape...jack C. who I went to high school with and who was a motorcyclist from way back worked in a motorcycle shop and recommended it to me...I had never sat on a motorcycle before but I did not tell him that...he drove it and pulled the front wheel off the ground in first gear, second gear, third gear and it think forth gear...it had 5 forward gears...I told him I would buy it...we did the paperwork at this shop and when I was about half a mile away it stalled and I had to call him and tell him I did not know how to start it...he came in a truck and picked me and the motorcycle up and asked me if I had ever ridden a motorcycle before...when he showed me how to start the thing, off I went...I should have told him I had driven lots of big trucks and fork-lifts...then I quit the refinery business and moved to the "heart of Acadiana" to drive a van and deliver beauty supplies to salons and barbershops...my next vehicle was a 1962 ford falcon "Futura" with an automatic transmission...I had hitch-hiked to Colorado with a guy who also drove a delivery van where I did and after I hitch-hiked back to Louisiana a girlfriends dad sold me the car for $25 which I had to rebuild the "top-end"...I had never pulled a spark plug from a car so it was a blessing that the high school shop teacher let me do it at the shop and coached me on how to do it...the man was a saint...so the other teachers loathed him...the car made it back to Colorado but then I left it there and hitched back to Louisiana...I enrolled in the university since my father said he would pay the $160 per semester cost...I did well in the first semester but took to partying in the second and then dropped out...I rented a house for about $160 a month way out in the country and bought a 1961? Belair for $75 which was hand painted purple...this vehicle was rear ended when I was pulling into my driveway one day and I retired the car...then I moved closer to town and I got a job as a roustabout on oil rigs working 14 days on and 7 days off...my pay was about $500 for two weeks work...my three room cypress house with a two barns and a fenced paddock was $25 a month... my neighbor had a 1963 ford falcon with three on the column which I bought for $75  bucks...it lasted a month before it crapped out and a fellow sold me a Vega for less than a hundred bucks...I decided I did not want to keep working offshore so I applied for a job with the zoo...I was hired and rented a house in the country for $150 a month... the state police came to the house and took the Vega since I had failed to get any bill of sale or registration...I had to hitch-hike to work every day ... the road to the zoo ran in front of the mayors house and he complained to the police so I was a suspect, a fellow at the zoo said his father wanted to sell his truck and I went to look at it in Plauchevile and paid $900 bucks for a 1968 Chevrolet fleet side truck which was hand painted tugboat green and had  power steering truck...I liked the truck.  I sold the truck and bought a Fiat station wagon then got  a job at another zoo....then I bought a ford f150 then I moved to Nevada took up cooking as a job and bought a 1967 Toyota corona for 50 bucks...neat car...I had 3 vehicles at this time including an older jeep wagoner which I paid $500 for...I had never had a 4-wheel drive vehicle before...the wheel wells were rusted out so when I drove around in the black-rock desert the vehicle would fill up with dust...I left the Toyota with my landlady when I left the country and gave it to her husband in payment for sending my belongings to me when I turned to Louisiana... I think that mass transit makes more sense than trying to maintain a vehicle in many cases...I was collecting books and records and loaded my Chevrolet truck with all my stuff and traveled the country from Florida to California to Oregon to Wyoming then to Alabama . I traded my Chevrolet truck for a Datsun 510 station wagon in Oregon ..one of the best vehicles I have ever owned...I sold it in California when I went to Australia where I saw that they still made ford falcons...when I returned to the USA...I became a merchant marine and after a year I had saved enough money to by a motorhome for 3000 bucks which I had for 5 years...then I bought a 1994 Toyota pickup truck which had 315,000 miles on it when it was rear ended and totaled by a semi-truck...I bought a small school bus with the insurance money but it was a poor off road vehicle so I sold it and bought a 1991 Toyota previa van for...I think 1600 bucks which had 315,000 miles on it when I sold it 5 years ago...the woman who bought it still drives it...I bought a 2004 ford f150 for 6700 bucks when I sold the Toyota van and still drive this truck...

recently I had my storage unit stolen from me by what Kash Patel accurately describes as "government gangsters"...after 25 years of having this storage unit it contained a lot of "collectibles"...

"If you're a collector you're a sick, obsessive, compulsive person, who would sell your grandmother to buy something you really like, even if its something like an Elvis plate." from a YouTube presentation on book collectors 

"As Sleigh Bells seem in summer..."

 this is me tapping on a metal vibra-phone...I like the simple instruments...I have come to believe that simple music Is best

some good YouTube music I found is Daryle Singletary (who is dead now) but he had a magnificent baritone voice great for the country tunes he sang...most of his songs were heart-breakers..."she is cheating' on both of us" is a good example...also I was listening to some older music by the band "Squeeze" and found "Cool for cats" to have some great lyrics and the instrumentation was far ahead of its time...a couple of great bluesmen are PinkAnderson playing 'I got a woman" and Floyd Council playing "Looking for my baby"...heard those names before?...lets get to some science..."Why Chinese AI is suddenly so good"(43 min) @asian boss...well presented and with good detail..."The mysterious discovery of the Bad Durrenberg skeleton" (46 min) by Milo (minderbender) Rossi is excellent on several levels...he explains the Nazi approach to propagandizing science and how early archaeology was not very helpful in preserving information...AND mr Rossi has spit out the sponsorship tit and is relying on his viewers support..buy that poster!...good on ya mate!...Emilia Evans has a good presentation on the evolution of elephants...she mentions tapirs being about the size of one of the extinct elephant ancestors...I have worked with Malayan tapirs and Brazilian tapirs but no mountain tapirs...they are not the same size...but the "elephant in the room" is whether the man who is "The elephant of explanation" is an AI creation...and some tech presentations which are worth the time are "The killer behind data centers in space" by Anastasi in Tech (30 min) sort of rips E Musks space ambitions...he may be selling tulip bulbs...if you want to see another big project gone wrong look up "The Wall" a much overly ambitious development in Saudi Arabia...a short but interesting presentation about physics is "A better way to picture atoms"(6 min) @minutephysics..."You can't cut a photon" @neverthoughtitthatway...this guy addresses some good thoughtful questions...and back to sex...always back to sex...there is an excellent article in may 2026 Natural History magazine entitled "Sex is a spectrum; why the binary view is problematic" by Augustin Fuentes very informative...

"As Sleigh Bells seem in summer / Or Bees at Christmas show-/ So fairy-so fictitious-/ The individuals do/ Repealed from Observation-/ A party that we knew-/ More distant in an instant/Than Dawn in Timbuctoo."....Emily Dickinson

"Backward I see..."

 new material...not obsidian but sandstone...the groove is for sinew cleaning...this is the only tool i have found made of this material...indigenous creativity...

DRAMA!...for some reason the laundromats seems to attract drama...a couple of weeks ago as i knelt in front of the washer that had my clothes in a woman stood next to me and said something in a loud voice in the spanish language...dramatically! and used her phone to film me...i heard she posted her video with the complaint that i had "touched" her...i can't be too concerned about these folks who seem to want everyone to pay the tribute money...i'm an american...i don't pay!...when i went to the hospital to pick up my cancer medications ,as i walked towards the door i saw a small black square fabric container on the pavement and i picked it up and saw it was used to hold credit cards etc...i walked into the pharmacy and told the lady working there i had just found it on the ground outside...she asked me if i had seen the security guard outside and i had not...she took the card holder and i went upstairs to get my meds...after a short wait i got my meds and when got into the elevator and there was a fellow with his son who rode down with me...he looked like the fellow who i encountered a while back who seemed to be some sort of lame security...a lot of these guys are "off duty" police who don't like me very much...as i write this the dirty cops drive by and turn on their sirens...this happens a lot... today in the laundromat a a scruffy fellow said something very rude about me to some of the people in the laundromat...one of the many stalkers...he is a standard issue punk...get a life!...

i watched some very good youtube presentations recently...a hopeful view about opportunities due to satellite communications is "A billion people are about to transform the internet (24 min) by dr hannah fry @business...she is in africa with people who are now able to get current information for educational purposes...i hope mr musk does not loose his money as he fixates on making humans "multi-planet" dwellers...i am happy to be an earthling...the current weather extremes should be a wake-up call for the modification of human endeavors...SEX!...like it does not get enough attention...several of these presentations have linking threads so i will start with "China's war on porn and it's unintended consequences" (25min)@ the louis zhao...this fellow takes a very thoughtful look at what he calls "gooners"...folks who look at porn and engage in self-gratification (masturbate) he views the prohibition on viewing porn in china as making the population "cross the wall" which creates a strong "criminal" element...he puts the desire for sex into an evolutionary perspective...and there is the interview on "soft white underbelly" "Glory hole girl- skye" (16min) with a woman who is 31 years old and has been selling sex since she was 16 years old...her story is interesting because of what she says about her relationship (or lack thereof) with her father...the interviewer asks her "What kind of things have you learned about men from being a sex worker for so long? answer= "I've learned how much guys really think with their dicks"...damn! not much uplifting there!...i came across a woman named "Teal Swan" who had a presentation called "Containment-what a woman needs from a man"(20min)...this presentation made sense to me however i found a lot of negative responses to the entire body of work of this woman...mr todd grande has a 17 min presentation called "Is teal swan a cult leader"...i think mr grande may be a cult leader!...

past my bedtime...got to go...

"Backward I see in my own days where i sweated through fog with linguists and contenders,                                                                                                                      I have no mockings or arguments...i witness and wait." Walt Whitman "Leaves of grass" 1855 edition

"More weight..."

 from long ago and far away...did all the animals die from communicable disease?

the sound is off on the television...but C-Span has much talking heads...listening to dr huberman being interviewed by mr c. williamson on youtube...they both have sponsors...i ain't buying nuthin'...hot sauna to ice bath...lift weights. how many trucks have they unloaded?...no telling...i guess few...my muscles came from being a "day laborer"...thoreau recommends it...don't commit to a "shit job"...not much financial incentive...i made about 38 bucks to unload a truck...why can't mr musk or mr, somebody with money and expertise put together "workbook" for people who seek work...facebook ain't much for employment...

i am being stalked across town and to my medical appointments by women with hate in their eyes...screw them!...the dirty girls don't like me...not one little bit...they have infiltrated all aspects of society...government...medical...and they get kickback from all the thrift stores...serious bummer...the woman in charge of monitoring and investigating organized crime in this state is asleep at the wheel...serious bummer...so that is this mornings venting,,,you can get double your money back if you are dissatisfied...

now for some controversy...i doubt if i would attend the fights being promoted by the executive branch of government...how ever...i recently found MONA KIMURA a young Japanese fighter who KICKS ASS!...literally...she is a small woman who is trained in boxing and karate and uses her feet to win her matches...there is a Japanese guy who is in a light weight class who has the same tenacity and wins a lot of matches,,,i like the female and light class fighting much better than the heavy weight classes...i also watched the Belmont stakes horse race where the horse GOLDEN TEMPO went from last place to win by a foot or two...this horse has a woman trainer...it was a hell of a race..."Lazy"..by "Strange Kind of Women" is a good song and King Crimson "Industry: from a 1984 concert on Tokyo is pretty....well industrial...Rainbow Girls "sixth grade girlfriend" is interesting...i like all of the "George Gently" british 90 min. murder detective stories..."The haunting world of schizophrenic art" is a good look into an interesting mental ailment (24 min)+ "Inside Hull-Oakes: the last giant steam powered saw mill still cutting logs" (30 min)...it is fascinating to me how relatively primitive machinery was so sophisticated..."Histories biggest slavers- not who you think" (9min) is a well researched bit of history...lots of folks in the slave trade through-out history @ money markets and more...

the head of the executive branch of the U.S. government is getting a lot of negative press these days... i saw him talking with some fisher folks yesterday about opening up thousands of square miles to fishing...when i was enslaved on a salmon tender off the alaska coast on a salmon processing boat i was told where we were had been closed to fishing for the previous 5 year due to over-fishing...it happens...the science indicates that most of the worlds fish populations are very reduced...as it happens most of the human population has increased...is there a correlation?... 

i was told that "vendetta" means wait...perhaps so.

"MORE WEIGHT!" the last words of mr giles corey the only person to be killed by crushing to death (1692) at the salem witch trials

 

"I pass death..."

 the color wheel shows the different colors and their closeness to each other

everything leaves behind some evidence of their having passed by

i read about a guy who stabbed a fellow student in the the chest and killed him...he was tried in a court of law and found guilty of murder...he was on the "black spectrum"...i did not hear what his sentence was...he has been unlucky enough to have been included in the current "anti-black" sentiment...i read a very good article in "Natural History" magazine (july/august 2025) "food for thought"...this article says "What then are the cognitive abilities that allow humans to come together to form large cooperative social groups? There are many, but a few are notable. Impulse control is key to future oriented behavior that is the cornerstone of sharing." the scientific research indicates that humans use 20% of their energy in the brain...for children age 5 and under it is 66% of their energy which is used by the brain...when i hear that some folks want to stop providing nutrition assistance for school kids i think it might be a good investment to feed the kids daily...

housing seems to be in the news daily because so many people struggle to find affordable housing...Thoreau said he thought sleeping in a coffin-like tool box would be a good idea...Tee-Pees he liked also...i have worked on construction sites where "MC-Mansions " were being built (large houses with the pretense of opulence)...well i suppose a person has a lot of psychological baggage to deal with when they choose a place to live... 

i came across a few good sites on youtube one of which is @Taboo Education" lets talk death" this aussie woman has some largely ignored subjects "Why you need to stop saying "committed suicide" (5 min)...i think she is a mortician

@hysteria podcast seems to be "unbalanced professional haters" these girls certainly have no love at all for J. Kusher...they may even be prejudiced!

also there is a very upbeat interview with one of the inventors of Virtual Reality namely Jaron Lanier "Father of VR the best AI future nobdy is talking about @Hope Existential (51 min)

i came across a movie which is one of the funniest i have ever seen...before you view this movie i must warn that if you suffer from COULROPHOBIA this movie may trigger you...it is apparently an Irish made movie,,,"APOCALYPSE CLOWN (1hour and 38 min) i have watched it several times as the dialogue is quick...one of the main characters is Jennie Malone of Viral Load Media...she is one of the only none clowns although she is a confirmed "clown fucker". this movie is well worth the time..."Funzo" deserves an academy award...

on  more serious note...the film-maker Raphael Treza has put together "Bengal Danger" about his time in india...(53 min) what beautiful women!

"I pass death with the dying and birth with the new-washed babe...and am not contained between my hat and boots./ And peruse manifold objects, no two alike, and every one good./ The earth good, and the stars good and their adjuncts all good "...Walt Whitman from the 1855 edition of "Leaves of Grass"

"I can't emphasize this enough,..."

the cattle ranchers brought back several head of bovines recently...

when i listen to the peach springs radio station (KWLP-100.9 ) which is run by the Hualapi tribal authorities they sometimes talk about the importance of keeping all the gates closed so as not to let the cows and i suppose horses too wander away and possibly into the roadways...recently there were i think 30 black-footed ferrets released nearby...all of them disappeared...lots of birds of prey, coyotes etc etc etc that would love to invite a chubby black-footed ferret to diner. there is also much discussion about whether the mexican grey wolf population needs to be added to...without new genes in the population the inbreeding co-efficient is going to be not very good...i recently purchased some cow meat which I enjoyed eating very much...i finally realized that a small tender tasty steak is much better than a large steak fit only for the ravens because they are too tough to chew and digest...anyhow i also figure the chocolate and honey in small doses is helpful...and the salads are essential as well as the fruit...i think it is important for a persons mental well being that they cook for themselves every day...speaking of which although i may have no right to say it...i think ms ha thi muon who has many youtube presentations is being exploited...i have done a fair amount of back-packing in the mountains and i am appalled at the poor equipment this woman uses in her frequent treks around the mountains to wild-harvest...first of all those "Dulac cowboy boots" she wears are right at being worthless...a good pair of Merrils or Vasque with good ankle support would much better serve the purpose...and real dog packs would make the dogs lives much better and that woven basket she carries around is a poor substitute for a modern pack with good waist strap to keep the weight off her back...one of her presentations which has a title with "smiles" in it shows this poor unfortunate woman walking up the inclined road which a look of sheer exhaustion...i know the look well...anyhow, she might consider having 5 goats and one dog instead of the other way around...the goats can carry more weight, have better footing on the rocks and can eat vegetation instead of meat...anyhow i cannot enjoy watching this woman and her dogs working to exhaustion due to poor equipment...much of the better equipment is actually made in Vietnam...and she should not gather "rare frogs"!...

an extremely informative youtube presentation is "10 Christian denominations Explained" (32min) @Professor Archive...i did not realize how many members some of these denominations have...and their influence

a good musical presentation is "Rust in the Red, White and Blue" (5min) by Varton? Outlaw Acoustic...somewhat opinionated

it seems to me  that i am encountering more folks who have strong opinions and little regards for other folks view...i listen to a guy who almost daily lists everything that Elon Musk has written on his twitter account...i think i can hear a bit of an echo...yes, yes i can hear an echo! i don't think the validity of a persons opinion should be based on their financial worth...more light...less heat...

"I can't emphasize this enough, a rigorous adherence to truth is the most important thing for AI safety, and empathy for humanity and life as we know it." Elon Musk said in "Digital super-intelligence (50 min) @ Y combinator

 

 

"Less a refutation..."

patterns on a pine tree stump...

 

egg on the top of my black beans...my favorite breakfast

some people think three is a magic number...or not...

as i sit here watching a woman on C-SPAN saying she was a 21 year old who was "trafficked" by J.Epstein et.al...21?...but not 12 years old...when does a woman become responsible for her own actions?

i watched a good interview @unherd "The porn emergency" with a professional philosopher named Kathleen Stock...she spent about 31 minutes commenting on the sex worker Bonnie Blue AKA Tia Billinger who is famous for not discriminating against any mans copulatory organ...she be wealthy due to the amount of publicity she has cultivated... Ms. Stock says she is "depraved and reprehensible" (and wealthy) i have to wonder about why more attention is not focused on the extreme violence which has proliferated on the internet...i turn it off and look at something else...my computer has button that allows me to do that...try that...

i am watching a mr. Decker on C-SPAN who is head of the business "HomeDepot" he says the USA needs a lot more houses and he says there is a shortage of 300,000 construction workers...i have spent a lot of time working on construction sites and for the last 40 years or more many of the construction workers i have seen were Hispanic...so mr. Deckers complaint should be recognized as a result of greedy construction companies allowing people to take over the construction jobs because they have to pay less money to undocumented workers for the work being done... 

speaking of work "Lumber capital log yard" has several good youtube presentations about a couple of women and their "woodmizer" sawmill...i don't see much concern with safety equipment...earplugs, steel-toed boots, long sleeve shirts and at least safety glasses!...i could not have worked on any site without those PPE...

and last but not least some more youtube videos "THE FEYNMAN WAY" are by the physicist Richard Feyman who apparently spent a lot of time studying human physiology as well as physics and has some interesting recommendations...like jumping on a trampoline and taking a 20 minute nap...

"Less a refutation than a new set of doubts..." said of Al-Hazen's refutation of Ptolemy's world view...way back when...

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"We really feel a desire..."

 baby bunny hopped over from the woods where his mama was to check things out

this flicker has a nest in the hollow of this pine tree next to the truck...nice to see

SEX...has been on my mind...due to some of the youtube presentations i have come across...one interesting presentation is "HIGH CLASS- the dark reality of the las vegas escort business"...this video is well...lets say it has good production values..that is to say the sound is good and it is in focus... these folks interview several women who went to las vegas and became "trafficked"...they all admitted that they went to this city to experience the "good life"...they met men who recognized their potential to make money from prostitution (sex) and put them to work...none of these women appeared to be of deficient intellect...they wasn't retards...it seems that the problem is that these women were not allowed to keep the money they were paid to engage in sex...or what ever was required by the client...i have met several women who had sex for money, saved their money and invested it...they had few regrets...the problem is that by marginalizing sex workers in society they are not afforded  the same protections other workers get from exploitation...this particular video has some aspects which seem to be of dubious validity,,,anyhow, all women should know that men have copulatory organs which are seeking an orifice and women have three orifices or is it orifii? anyhow as my grandaddy told me once "a hard peter has no conscious"...yep, this be the truth...women do not need pimps they need protection from exploitation...i lived in a casino town and they do not like cheaters and i doubt that in vegas they would allow wholesale exploitation of sex workers...i give this presentation an 8 on the bullshit scale...(thanks sabina) but on a more science based view there is dr david BUSS who's field of expertise is human sexuality..."What science actually says about men and women"@triggerpod(one hour and 21 min) a very informative video that puts male/female relations in perspective (he does not attempt to analyze gay relationships) "Memoirs of a former adult talent agent" from softwhiteunderbelly is a very informative interview with a guy who seems pretty damned honest about sex work from his hands on (so to speak) experience...he be against it now...(about 57 min)...so as to give equal time to the males i would like to recommend this video "3D sperm production; prepare to be amazed" (1 min 31 sec) worth the time...and more science is "A completely unknown form of extinct life discovered" (16min) from 7 days of science...who knew! and ms emilia evans has a good presentation called "5 extinct animals that never existed" (18 min)... a rather long but well done interview is on Lex fridmans podcast entitled "FFmpeg: the incredible technology behind video on the internet"...this is about the people who developed VLC and other software FOR FREE open source to view what you are watching right now...hats off for these folks,,,unless it is the orange cone hat which dr fridman wears throughout the interview,,,i watched a couple of good robert mitchum films  recently,,,"The amsterdam kill" (1hour and 30 min) about a dea agent who travels between holland and hongkong and even better is "The man in the middle" (1964) (about one hour and 30 min) which was renamed "the winston affair" about mitchum as an attorney in the military who is trying to represent a guy who killed a man and mitchums character tries to save him from hanging by proving him to be insane...well done...some good music is "The most fearless voice in jazz today; veronica swift (1hour and 54 min) @ emmetCohen...another swift with talent...

"We really feel a desire to talk on many subjects, to all the people of Brooklyn; and it ain't their ninepences we want much either. There is a curious kind of sympathy (haven't you ever thought of it before?) that arises in the mind of a newspaper conductor with the public he serves...Daily communion creates a sort of brotherhood and sisterhood between the two parties." walt whitman june 1 1846

i think the internet serves the purpose of mass communication newspapers once provided for the public...but much precaution must be taken to sift out the crap!

"What Constantine discovered...."

I found this beautiful obsidian tool yesterday after the rain washed the pine needles away and exposed it...i am parked in a place where a large number of indigenous people lived...i asked the government archaeologists if these tools are 200 years old or 2000 years old and they said they do not know...however they can determine where the obsidian came from... 

lots of news in the news in the last couple of weeks...it's one damned thing after another...as always...

i was interested to see that the several hundred "humanitarians" who were going to Gaza  managed to come away with their lives...i guess they forgot that the IDF has already killed tens of thousands of folks and tens of thousands of children...a few hundred more innocent deaths  would not be beyond their possible actions...you have to keep your humanitarian deeds within the scope of probability...they could have dropped off a few thousand rat traps and done a lot of good...maybe...check out "Neturei Karta. the ultra orthodox jews, Israels others" (14 min)...i became interested in elon musk's various projects and taken as a whole it seems between the AI stuff and the space stuff and the many more projects he has undertaken to work synergistically (nothing seems to be an isolated endeavor) "Tesla Giga Press 4.0 (13min) is a good example of how all things musk need to be practically undertaken. this press or machine molds the telsa car body in such a way as to reduce time and materials by as much as 40%...this mans endeavors are of historical significance...it's not the fact that the financial aspects of this mans life are unprecedentedly large it's that the ideas he seeks to promote in a concrete way are unique...

another attempt to terrorize me recently as the gun goobers decided to spend a lot of money blasting away with thousands of shells from a multitude of firearms within a very close proximity... i have been subjected to "intimidation by gun-fire" for several decades now...from florida to oregon to idaho and all places in between...and of course i come into town today only to be stalked and harassed some more...maybe it is the yellow turtle-neck which is offensive,,,

there are a couple of good youtube sources of information about pot, weed, marijuana (full disclosure...i smoked a lot of pot from the age of 17 and was a confirmed stoner until about the age of 33 when i became aware that my consumption of alcohol and weed was killing me...death, sobriety or insanity were the choices which were described to me...not everyone is a practicing addict...i was..),,,"Marijuana; all facts and numbers" Sabine Hossenfelfer (21 min) and "How marijuana affects the brain and body" (22min) dr andrew huberman...lets face it, lots of people use pot and have no addictive tendencies,,,and some people like me... become stoners...i like being straight now...Ms Itchy Boots has been busy since she left her Yamaha in Mongolia for the winter and got some R&R in Bali and hit the weights (this woman has made herself very strong) and then returned to Holland to participate in her first Hyrox, an athletic competition..."The Grand Finale- my first solo Hyrox" (25min)...(she apparently came in first place for women but was too shy to say so....another spectacular athlete is "Annie Sanders: Athlete of the week" world climbing champion...an excellent example of strength to weight ratios... also ms "little Chinese everywhere" goes near myanmar "This is the real rural china that nobody sees"(26 min)...she tours several tea plantations and shows how tea is grown and processed...she uses her internet presence to  promote the these small time tea growers...Flo is not present... Ha Thi Muon has many youtube presentations about her life in the rural mountains if vietnam...this woman's videos become pretty addictive as she seems to have some inner strength which guides her life with her 5 dogs and a goat...she treks into the mountains to wild harvest many plants and she uses her dogs and goat to help her pack her plants into town to be sold...she is devoted to her animals and they are devoted to her...it is one of the most endearing animal/human symbiotic relationships i have ever seen...and i have enjoyed the music of "the rainbow girls" and "nora jones and "hillbilly moon explosion has a new video called "1979"...quite interesting... got to go wearing down...

"What Constantine discovered...is that the meaning of a text is enlarged by the readers capacities and desires..."alberto manguel (from a history of reading)

                                     

"FAME IS PROOF..."

water for a desert animal...drop by drop..much can be provided in small increments

it has come to my attention that there are those persons who have sought to steal my intellectual property...and monetize it...therefore...as of this date and time i am going to copyright all photography. writing and other creations that appear on this blog, or my notebooks or the contents of my storage unit which was recently stolen from me...durn their scurvy butts!...anyhow, obviously i can hardly enforce this copyright, but i intend to target those who have spent much time and effort to cancel me and promote themselves...and punish their criminality...also as of this time the name "TEATSQUEEZER" is my exclusive property and i don't give a damn who says otherwise...some people are sick and refuse to acknowledge that they cannot appropriate another persons work...

"FAME IS PROOF THAT PEOPLE ARE GULLIBLE." R.W. Emerson

 

"Mankind have a great aversion..."

i bought this book yesterday from the local library for two bucks...support your local libraries and make sure you know what they are doing...they have a lot of influence in the community...

i picked up a book last week which is one of the best books i have ever read..."A history of reading" by Alberto Manguel...this author grew up in Argentina and used to read to Borges the author after he went blind...Manguel has a very detailed account of reading from the time when writing was only some marks on clay to designate how many sheep and how many goats were in the flock...along the same vein is "Linguistics vs Musicology; basically identical" (16min) from cartoons in the fog...one of the reasons i bought the field guide is i watched "Jumping Spiders shouldn't be this smart" Stephanie-Sammann (40min) also "The wild side of our Planet" (3hours) narrated by david attenborough...some of the best nature video i have seen...this guy just turned 100 years old..nature keeps a human being dynamic...usually..."The Malankovitch cycle Timeline-where are we now?" (4min) and "Fungal freaks ep1- Guttation" fungus with red (5 min) this is very interesting because this mycologist reveals some of the chemicals found in the small liquid drops on some mushrooms...startling stuff...also some esoterica..."The evolution of telepathy" by rupert sheldrake (1 hr )...and "Every Ancient tradition described quantum field- here's what they called it" (16min) Quantum Gnosis...and some fantastic art "She painted a selfie in 1909 then lost everything (19min) @ Art_Deco this is a great artist Zinaida Serebriakova and there is a more complete showing of her work in "Zinaida Serebriakova: a collectionm of 364 works" (35 min) learn from maestro...a humorous scientist posted  "My first "only fans" video and some other science" (15min) anton petrov...i watch a couple of well done australian serials...
"the doctor blake mysteries" and "Miss Fishers murder mysteries"....miss fisher is a modern woman who has libertine tastes (she is no stranger to casual sex)...and i watch a lot of music video but one of my favorite artists is Loudon wainwright and his thoughtful composition "When you leave" is somewhat disturbing...

"Mankind have a great aversion to intellectual labor; but even supposing knowledge to be easily obtainable, more people would be content to be ignorant than would take even a little trouble to acquire it."   Samuel Johnson

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"The great hope of society..."

 image from a few years ago when i was at squaw lake desert campsite...name has been changed to something more "woke"...i used to live in a cabin across the road from squaw valley on the trukee river...(calif)...not sure about what the "correct" name would be,,,i talked to a guy who said he grew up in squaw valley where his dad had dairy cattle...now it is all "developed"...too damned bad!

for whatever reason i have had several females who specialize in "competitive coitus" brought to my attention...the latest is a young woman named Annie Knight from australia who distinguished herself by engaging in coitus with 583 men in 6 hours (that's one intromission every 37 seconds if your calculator is not handy)...she was employed in "marketing" prior to her work as...what do you call a woman who specializes in "extreme coitus"...anyhow she said she was not satisfied with her 40 thousand a year paycheck so she went to "onlyfans" (onanly fans?) and began a lucrative career in sex work...however,,,she apparently suffered some medical setbacks from her marathon sex work...according to her she is now a wealthy woman...i am not sure what the appeal is to watching that many men having sex with a single woman might be...i am of the opinion that variety is what appeals to men...anyhow i think there is a misconception about the biological "imperative" which causes males of all species to sacrifice beyond all "reason" in order to inseminate yet another female...but as i look around at 8 billion humans i think perhaps one of the reasons that the unreasonable quest to inseminate has gone awry is due to a lack of understanding of "human reproductive biology"...there was a woman who was on a radio  show recently whose work is to make "period" products more available to women...if women have periods maybe men have question marks...anyhow the correct word is menstruation...i came across a very good short youtube video called "The menstrual cycle explained: a guide to the 4 phases and hormones" (3min 46sec) it is an animation which is clear and well done...if more men knew these facts about female fertility perhaps there would be fewer unwanted pregnant females...perhaps...

"The great hope of society is in individual character." W.E, Channing

"I would not be accessory..."

top image is a spent shell of a 300 Winchester magnum i found on the pipeline....one of the larger and most powerful cartridges available...the bottom image is of a large flower pretty early in the morning...in a couple of hours it was all droopy....

as i sit here writing this blog i am listening to the news on the television which is reporting that the central intelligence agency employees have entered the offices of the head of the national security and removed files pertaining to some of the most notorious activities which the agency has implimented in the last 50 years or more...some of the commentators are saying it is a "constitutional crisis",,,yep if it aint one damn thing it's another....

well i must apologize to my 12 readers maybe down to eight readers now...perhaps two readers with "quadrophenia",,,anyhow i started to look at the youtube presentations of "FEDERAL ACTION REPORT"...these folks have only been putting videos online for a short time...one of the more outlandish titles is "FBI & ICE storm secret bunker of democratic congressman-29 girls rescued $125 million seized" ...whoa buddy!...i looked around for any other news agencies that reported on this historic event...needless to say there are no references to any of these heroic rescues...i was PUNKED...damn!...so i was wondering who might have the resources to put together this many outlandish reports...i guess the friends of the FBI and ICE would do it...maybe even the CIA!...anyhow, i apologize for recommending an obviously false report....

"I would not be accessory to the propagation of falsehood." Samuel Johnson
 

"Invasion of privacy..."

12 year old game camera image...heard what sounded like a fox barking last night! not bloody likely here on the edge of the city...but i did see a prairie dog here last year before the construction company bulldozed the entire lot...too damned bad...

so before i am implicated  in too many crimes i must document what is happening to me...look-a-likes are used by the corrupted government  to make a person seem a criminal...there is a person in this town who grew his beard and went to the place where the Nike shoes were sold and demanded money and got it..Mr. Kai said "if you don't write about it, it never happened."..OK...there is another person who has a truck that looks like mine...complete with with white tailgate and topper...no bike hauler though...same color vehicle and topper....so i guess there is a pretty good budget to burn me...sad as it seems there is a large contingent of "ORGANIZED CRIME" in this city/county/state...and nation  also i suppose...an unfortunate number of these people have affiliation with government and have badges...Pappy Jack spent 13 years working for an outfit that had the motto 'ORGANIZED LAW ENFORCEMENT AGAINST ORGANIZED CRIME"...well guess what, you will not get too rich with that motto!...there is a fellow who i became acquainted with back in the 1970's who morphed into a bit of a scumbag...after being denied his degree  when he was caught mailing cocaine back from a country in south america i guess he was recruited into the murky "company" of folks with no guidelines...anyhow he put his face right close to mine and said "you  are a schizoid nobody" wow! such a friend!...this alerted me to the reality of his mindset...he also said i could have anything but money...wow!...i did not realize i had reached such a level of importance!...i suppose since i was stalked all across Australia, Mexico and elsewhere i should realize  that this vendetta is personal and not based on any real evidence of crimes committed...anyhow the amount of crime in this country warrants much caution from the honest citizens...i watched an impressive  youtube presentation this morning which i hope many people will watch and take to heart,,"FBI and ICE raids Chinese nail salons in Texas" @distortedjustice (17 min)...this is a nauseating account of how Chinese mafia was /are buying and selling sex  of young women and children and murdering those  who did not make a profit...and also "FBI storms 14 hidden bunkers under hardware stores " these enterprising folks sold billions of dollars worth of arms and drugs...it should be an eye opener for citizens of the USA that there may be serious crimes being  committed right under their nose...so when you hear  that ICE or the FBI need to be shut down...DON'T BELIEVE IT!...

"INVASION OF PRIVACY=THE UNWARRANTED APPROPRIATION OR EXPLOITATION OF ONES PERSONALITY..."
 

"...pain is the price..."

 as can be seen from the date on this image it is from 2019...pre-covid   

there are a lot of stories about sub-standard law enforcement on youtube...and if you look there are also many law enforcement as heroic stories...there was a gruesome mass killing a while back involving kids in Shreveport ,La...cops in this town make $33 thousand bucks a year...a paltry amount considering what these people have to deal with daily...no wonder the suicide rate in first responders and cops is so high...

i listen to very little American rap...but i came across a couple of presentations i liked recently "THRIFT SHOP" is by some guys named Macklemore and Ryan Lewis...the video is a must see...i thought i had stumbled across an unknown gem until i saw that is has been viewed 1.9 billion times...hardly an obscure offering..."I had a broken keyboard, I bought a broken keyboard..."this line illuminates perfectly what millions and millions of people do every day...the "hunter/gatherer instinct is just too strong not to hunt and gather...i know well how this compulsive behavior manifest itself...after 55 years of gathering i think i may have some control...bought a new north face fanny pack today and a small hammock and some thick socks and a pair of glasses and glasses case..eleven bucks total...what a bargain!...also i saw where "EMINEM" has a new offering called "Unstoppable"...he looks like he has been taking damn good care of himself and is reaping the rewards ...

an excellent but scary youtube presentation is "An AI just retaliated against a developer" (13 min)(that is a software developer) by Hey Tech...this machinery decided to do dirty to the person who manufactured it..."Human Evolution has sped up, new study finds" (16 min) by "seven days of science" this is presented by a new "science communicator" named Miss Emilia Evans...her enthusiasm is large and here pronunciations are good...

"...pain is the price..(quitting costs more")...eminem

"...a static species..."

 missed raising my earth flag on earth day...so i bought the overpriced hat for 3 bucks...i identify as an EARTHLING...it's the least i can do...

Greater short-horned lizard at 7300 foot elevation...Phrynosoma hernandesi    i have seen a couple of these juveniles on this pipeline clearing

i found an old photo album in the dumpster it is from this woman's family...this image is from the 1940's when she was in Scotland...the great grand-kids would like these

i found two memory cards in a camera case from the thrift store...hundreds of family pictures from all over the world...i choose this one because it is one of the most distinctive...not likely to mistake this lass for someone else...bikini on the snow bowl ski area...i need to take these memory cards to someone who can do the detective work to find this family...after many years these are still important images

i can't help but believe that some organizational help from artificial intelligence would be useful as i watch the C-SPAN coverage of the congressional debates...one of the things that is apparent is the lack of addressing specific problems that need to be resolved...i don't mean to be the bringer of bad news but time is not on our side...invest in a garden to help feed the family when the crops fail...not if but when...

i read an excellent article called "Livelier than the living" in the "New York Review" by Catherine Nicholson who wrote reviews of "A marvelous solitude: the art of reading in early modern Europe " by Lina Bolzoni" and "Untold Futures: time and literary culture in Renaissance England" by J.K, Barret...sounds kind of like dry reading except that the enthusiasm of the readers is pretty remarkable...today people have an enormous amount of material to peruse in many formats,,,there was a time when a book was the only access to someone else's world...i sort of liked this description given by Petrarch..."Here I have established my Rome, my Athens, and my spiritual fatherland; here i gather all the friends I now have, not only those ...who have lived with me, but those who died many centuries ago, known to me only through their writings...I am where I wish to be..."(1348 AD) letter to Seneca...a interview with Dr. Erich Jarvis by Dr. Andrew Huberman called "The evolution of speech and language" (35min) gives some useful insight into how the brain reacts to reading, listening, and speaking...some animals have brains that respond similarly to human brains but human brains and the capacity to understand written language is unique...

"A static species in a dynamic environment is an extinct species..." from  "The real reason humans evolved to walk" (30min) @ evolve.2
 

"I met an elephant friend of mine...."

 

a bit of snow on the ground yesterday morning...it was all melted in a few hours

it was colder this morning at around 17 degrees...all you can do is "handle your business"...when i crawl out of "beggers tomb" I make hot beverage and turn on the truck crank up the heater cook and eat some breakfast...then packed up the truck in about 4 hours and head into town...11 days in the forest...saw pronghorn, chipmunks, kaibab squirrels, robins, juncos and a bluebird kept me company for a few days,,,the raven friend visited several times a day to see if i had a spare mouse or chipmunk...what with the cold temperatures virtually no flies or mosquitoes...cold is survivable...heat is not...

seems there was another lame-brain with delusions of being an assassin...knives!?...this guy needs to be stood up in front of a firing squad within a month or so...i saw where on this date of april 28 Mussolini the Italian fascist leader was shot dead along with his girlfriend...i wish more people knew the definition of what a fascist is since the term gets used a hell of a lot incorrectly. 

going to write more later as i am fatigued after an early morning wake-up and a full day of laundry and groceries etc etc etc…

“I met an elephant friend of mine,                                                                                                                         I said to him, “You’re looking fine”                                                                                                                   He mentioned that he had lost some weigtht                                                                                                      And i asked him to breakfast at half past eight                                                                                                    That sounds good but now i must run                                                                                                                  And for breakfast I like a hot buttered bun                                                                                                          Of course I like two buckets of grain                                                                                                                   And a bale of hay, that should  be plain                                                                                                                 Half a barrel of water should be quite enough                                                                                                       I’m on a diet and it’s been pretty tough                                                                                                                  I’ll be there tomorrow and we’ll have some fun                                                                                                   But perhaps I’ll forgo that hot buttered bun….

i will call this poem “The elephants diet”….i came across a musician/poet online last week name jesse welles who writes a lot of songs in the style of Dylan/Prine etc etc and he wrote one called “Fat” to chastise the many chubby folks…his song called “Weed: has some pretty interesting lyrics not often heard …”give air a chance…."                                                                                                                            

"External things are not the problem..."

an image that is by chance...most of life is "a-causal" by chance I think
 

much said about the population of domestic bovines,,,perhaps too may people!

i think the nature of humans interactions with the world they live in is in the process of changing in somewhat the same way that it changed as spoken language developed and then written language developed...in the early morning there seems to be a lot of "electronic" information (i.e. the internet) which if not viewed with some degree of constraint will devolve into a morass of muck (bullshit) however if you view the right things in the right  order (like math...first addition, subtraction, multiplication, division then calculus etc, etc etc,) you are better able to understand the large amount of information... i am interested in the many predictions that folks are making about "the future of artificial intelligence" which seems to be the devil incarnate in some peoples view...although i was somewhat alarmed at a very cryptic dream i had which indicated that AI will indeed become all powerful...so what if this all powerful math based tool arranges things so the humans become extinct...sounds like a good plan to me...i predict ants or spiders or maybe those spiders that mimic ants will reign supreme...makes no difference to me...humans as they exist now will go extinct like every other living thing...goes with the territory...

a lot of the people in the federal legislature which is broadcast daily on C-SPAN bring up the term "PATRIOT"...in an interesting small pamphlet entitled "The Lexington-Concord Battle Road" published by the Concord Chamber of Commerce...it is a minute by minute account of what transpired in April  1775 in Massachusetts USA...this was before the USA was united and separate from England...the revolution of the USA began ...blood was shed, 73 British killed, 49 Americans (colonials) killed that day and the two forces would clash until it was resolved...there were American patriots and English patriots...innocents killed and brutal acts committed...yep that "revolution" stuff can get pretty messy...perhaps less revolution and more revelation would be helpful...

i came across some good youtube stuff such as Dr. Andrew Huberman's interview with Marc Breedlove "How Hormones Shape Sexual Development" (about 2 hours and 11 min) i recently heard a moron who was in government saying something about how god only made males and females..what a sadly uninformed view!..had this guy listened to this Marc Breedlove interview he might be better able to make intelligent decisions about the legal ramifications currently being adjudicated concerning so called "Trans" citizens...also "Hidden chamber found under Sedona" (AZ.) (11 min)" this is an interesting presentation by Luke Rockwalker who is a teenager on a bicycle with a pretty good camera...it is actually a sort of sinkhole and these guys had to climb down a tree to get into this crack in the earth..."Philosophize this #245" (30 min.) is a long awaited presentation entitled "The rival moral approach of the modern world-Alasdair Macintyre"...i am going to have to listen to this a few more times as it is pretty thick with information and ideas...i came across some music...actually it came across me as is often the case when the web world recommends various offerings..."The Rainbow Girls" have a bunch of good stuff and are accomplished musicians and vocalists not to mention sometimes politically strident...they do a good job on "Don't think twice" which has a bit of dancing by miss Cheyenne ...i also came across a song from long ago by Desmond Dekker who recorded "Israelite's" in 1969...very interesting fellow...and a very interesting video...there is a 3 hour video which i did not watch all of but it may be of some interest " 3 hour heavy rain walk in Shukugawara Japan" this will alter your psyche for sure...

"External things are not the problem. It's it is your assessment of them. Which you can erase right now." Marcus Aurelius "meditations"