Wednesday, January 28, 2026

"In order build a career..."

not a 68K yr old cave painting...not from some ancient peoples....but not uncommon in the desert


             I have been hearing a radio notice asking folks to promote this area...dates are cheaper here than anywhere else in the USA...actually I think this is from a date farm out in a rural area...but 2 bucks a pound for fresh dates is a damn good price...it is worth the ride...also the temps are worth mentioning since I had to put on my air conditioner in the truck yesterday...maybe 74 degrees...it seems to me that since there are a couple of airports here a person could fly into Yumertonville and get a room for a month and thaw out...if you are a spy or something like that (there are a lot of spies here since there is a marine corp air station) you maybe can get special spy discount...but the bus service is almost non-existent so you might want to rent a car...there are a lot of activities for the so called snow-birds so don't be a stranger to the desert...enough of that..
I have been waiting for the news to bust loose with the earth shattering news about VL-JEPA (Joint Embedding Predictive Architecture) which I was alerted to by a post by Julia McCoy...her alter ego is Dr. McCoy and she wears a star trek shirt...but don't be alarmed...maybe a little alarmed...anyhow Yann LeCun who was Metas chief of AI has begun to promote this innovation in computation...I am not well versed enough to understand all of the intricacies of this change in computer architecture but there are several good presentations on YouTube which indicate a much improved method ....uses less energy too

one of the most common advertisements on the YouTube presentations is the promotion of bath soaps, deodorants and other scent related products....it seems that we are being told that people stink....this is a fiction....people smell like any other mammal might smell....Animalogic posted a piece about maned wolves recently and we had this species in a zoo I worked in...they have a strong smell which is normal for them....also the binturongs have a strong smell...and the tamanduas have a strong smell...and many others also...I think people are so used to perfumes that when they smell  a person without artificial  scents they think the person is dirty or un-cleaned or  flawed...not so....also all people do not smell the same...I imagine back before there were a lot of perfumed people a person could differentiate between different peoples aroma....

as usual the clash of "security" with "citizens" has led to fatalities....I repeat...DO NOT CONFRONT...you may think you are going to change things but you are mistaken...many if not most of the people in uniforms have PTSD ok...they are as fearful of being damaged as the protestors...they are law enforcement...what are they doing?... they are enforcing the law....please do not inflame the situation more than it is already inflamed...yes mistakes have been made...only a live person can point this out...stay alive

some good YouTube presentations I watched recently are "jungle wildlife rescue/the junglekeeper podcast" (30min) this guy seems to be doing good work and I may send him $5...he is wearing a tamandua t-shirt...the lesser anteater...he is right about elephants...they have more going on with  intelligence than most people who have never walked next them and felt their "vibrations" will ever know..."Before Electricity;Inside a water powered sawmill that still works today"-RaW machines(32min)..."Nutmeg. mace and the four small islands that changed the world" (1hr 51min) OTR food and history...this is a fascinating account of how much society will pay for spices....back then nutmeg was worth as much as gold..."The most terrifying man in the Vietnam war"(13min) @DarkDocs...this is about a fellow nick-named "MAD-DOG"...for a good reason...he was an effective killer...
I am watching a short piece on the news about some kid who is sueing various online businesses which he claimed cause him discomfort? because he paid more attention to a screen than to nature...nature is the cure for screen damaged brains...wake up people! the internet (social media) is not the problem...the problem is "balance" in ones sensory input...
watched some good music also...I might as well confess...I just watched the grammy nominations and I did not recognize one single person nominated...anyhow to offset the extreme bass of "crash test dummies'  I would like to recommend "The Froobsons" "the running kind"(the French family band...they are actually from Australia I think)..this kid has a great voice...the song I think is from M. Haggard...also "Why are you following me" By Emanuella Hutter from Hillbillie Moon Explosion is quite creative...this woman has a lot of talent...and some mystery!...
"In order to build a career and to be successful one has to be ambitious. I much prefer to drink coffee, listen to music, and paint when I feel like it." Saul Letter (photographer) great stuff

                                                    new word...TENEBRISM


Tuesday, January 27, 2026

"...I beg your pardon I'm not quite clear..."

this is the only pottery i have ever found...i am not sure which native peoples were in this area...i have walked many miles across the desert floor in this area and since there were/are so many gold miners in this area as well as 4 wheelers and also military training operations i suppose if any artifacts have survived it is damned near a miracle...
this is the only certain tank track i have ever seen...a real artifact crusher...
there is a term called allelopathy which a guy on youtube used to describe creosote plants which drop their leaves which poison the soil beneath them to keep other plants from growing...however!...i saw some vegetation shoving through the soil beneath several creosote bushes...according to an article in Smithsonian magazine (i think) the creosote plant was brought here from Argentina 10 to 15 thousand year ago...anyhow after looking at this plant beneath a creosote bush i think it has no chlorophyl...a very strange plant indeed...
i bought this nice pair of rubber shoes for 2 bucks...i rarely shuffle my feet..but i do sometimes..."I beg your pardon,I'm not quite clear about what you just spoke, was that a parable or a very subtle joke?...from "God shuffled his feet" by the Crash test Dummies...one of my favorite songs

Thursday, January 15, 2026

"military discipline is not..."

things change...everything can get cracked...
some things even wobble...and get out of focus...
and we can often be little more than tracks in the sand...
we are little more than shadows in eternity...well thats about enough of temporal philosophic musings...but ms. Sabine Hossenfelder has a good presentation called "I believe the future already exists' (13 min)...some food for thought...Dr. Huberman has a good practical bit of advise called "optimize your workspace for maximum productivity" (30 min)...and since there seems to be some disagreement in the ranks of government a good historical acount of this is "Why american soldiers started killing their own officers in vietnam" by simon whistler at 'into the shadows'...this just in on the radio..european nations sending troops to greenland... interesting developement...also a good presentation but very well done is "3 best and 3 worst chicken breeds" opinions of a breeder and homesteader (10 min)i am not sure why she kept the worst chicken breed but this illustrates the several thousand year quest to improve domestic animal characteristics...also the third shakespeare play discussed by "Philosophize this" (#243)presenter steven west is about Hamlet..a deep dive into the philospophy and psychology of this play..very well done... you have to pay attention or the important stuff gets by you...and "the genetic history of europe" with j.Krause(20 min)this guy points out that immigration and migration has always been a part of human history...get over it!..."I built 50 boxes for wildlife-here's what happened" the wildlife homestead...a good look at what human enhancement of the environment can do to improve the lives of wildlife (we are the ones that made it worse for critters)...i heard on "birdnotes" that ms. Ricki Lee in new orleans is putting out water and groceries for the birds...glad to hear it!..."What reading does to your brain" on "closed stacks" (9min)..some good information here...and i must comment on music and its effects on my mood...the Adele song "someone like you" as presented at her royal albert hall concert always makes me cry...and apparently half the people in the audiance are similarly effected...the Santana @woodstock tune "soul sacrifice" always makes me inspired and the XTC tune "dear god" makes my angry ...i don't know why...most of the stuff on "postmodern jukebox" is well done and i really like "ain't no rest for the wicked" featuring Joey Cook and "all about that bass" is a good bit of music and vocals... "...military discipline is not a given, it is a fragile contract, based on legitamacy. When its moral authority, in the eyes of its own soldiers, when the mission seems pointless, the leadership seems indifferent, and the sacrifice seems unequal, that contract disolves." from "Why american soldiers started killing their own officers" on youtube

Wednesday, January 14, 2026

"Our ideal should be..."

my assistant the RAVEN...i was looking at some dates and the last time i posted a blog was on christmas...that hotel has been sold and the price of a room increased by $22 per night...so back here at the curryville arms...one of the things about living alone in the desert is one gets to better allocate ones time to such endeavors as one feels have priority...less people is more better... i thought a lot about the woman who was shot dead by the US government employee...my personal opinion is that there has been a "PHASE CHANGE" in our society...such as when ice turns to water and water turns to steam...same chemical make-up but sustantialy different materials...in the USA today the notion that "protests" however "legal" they might be are safe is exceptionaly short-sighted...i remember Pat Buchanan saying that at Kent State there were 18 year old national guard members and 18 year old protesters...the shootings that happened could have been predicted...group think is never the same as individual think...people behave differently when around other people...it is the responsibility of every person to be their own safety advisor...once a person is dead or maimed the chance to be safe is past...the commander in chief urging the Iranians to keep protesting is remakably ill advised...this country has turned its' back on others in similar situations...safety first...a dead protester is a good thing for the oppressors...safety first...
the temperature today was about 80 degrees which is warmer than average for here...the wind has been pretty steady for the last couple of weeks so less walking in the desert and more sitting in the drivers seat reading or looking at the screens (i have several screen options)fortunately i am able to avert my eyes a few inches and i can see for miles across the desert which makes my eyes and vision less damaged from eye strain...(i hope) i drove north to KOFA national wildlife refuge and went to the palm canyon entrance but the spot i usually stay at was occupied and i set up a couple of hundred yards to the west...
i don't know the name of these mountains but they are always dramatic to look at...then into quartzite where i bought 2 new pillowcases for 50 cent each then to the scratched and dented food store where i bought some necessities like whole bean coffee and chocolate...then back to the old site where i enjoyed the below average temps despite the gusty winds...i encountered several youtube presentations which joggled my brain and made me think...about sex...now for a guy like myself who has been deprived of testosterone for several years now to think about sex it has to be in the abstract...i was thinking i might put together a sort of description of myself and post it online to see if there might be any female persons who would be interested in spending time with me...so of course the "dickless" nature of my person might be described as "a feature, not a bug" so to speak...i was actually surprised at how many female persons would welcome a man without "turgidity"...another "feature" might be "intermittant dentation"...the lack of "disposible income" must also be mentioned as well as the minimal housing...a pick-up truck is however preferable to a tent perhaps...personality compatability seems unlikely as i have been without female companioship for...well, a damn long time...however...actually i cannot think of any positive aspects to spending time with me...and i do not take criticism well at all...i guess if i care to admit it the best thing i could do for a woman is stay away from her...damn!...the harsh light of reality shows a lot of room for improvement...but enough about me lets move on to sex...orion taraban posted another of his "one size fits all" evaluations entitled "Women are dirty: understanding their dark desires" (12 min) also there was post called "The dirtiest services ancient roman brothels listed on their walls" (27min)NSFW HIstorian...i am not sure but i think these references to "dirt" are not about soil. mud, or other impurities...i think these are subjective and biased views of people who are seeking voyeristic attention...the woman who posted the piece on the unearthd brothel in Pompeii repeatedly expressed the view that the women who were providing sex were somehow less than equal in every way to the other citizens...that does not make them "dirty"...as long as i am on the Pompeii subject i would like to recommend "The discovery that rewrote Pompeii" by "miniminuteman" AKA Milo (minderbender) Rossi...this presentation is packed to the brim with information and illustrates the need to be accurate in scientific investigations...and to close out the subject of relationships i would like to recommend Cal Smiths "An hour and a six-pack" for sentimental views..."Our ideals should be to make our battles a series of single combats, our ranks a happy alliance of agile commanders-in-chief." T.E. Lawrence "seven pillars of wisdom"