my assistant the RAVEN...i was looking at some dates and the last time i posted a blog was on christmas...that hotel has been sold and the price of a room increased by $22 per night...so back here at the curryville arms...one of the things about living alone in the desert is one gets to better allocate ones time to such endeavors as one feels have priority...less people is more better...
i thought a lot about the woman who was shot dead by the US government employee...my personal opinion is that there has been a "PHASE CHANGE" in our society...such as when ice turns to water and water turns to steam...same chemical make-up but sustantialy different materials...in the USA today the notion that "protests" however "legal" they might be are safe is exceptionaly short-sighted...i remember Pat Buchanan saying that at Kent State there were 18 year old national guard members and 18 year old protesters...the shootings that happened could have been predicted...group think is never the same as individual think...people behave differently when around other people...it is the responsibility of every person to be their own safety advisor...once a person is dead or maimed the chance to be safe is past...the commander in chief urging the Iranians to keep protesting is remakably ill advised...this country has turned its' back on others in similar situations...safety first...a dead protester is a good thing for the oppressors...safety first...
the temperature today was about 80 degrees which is warmer than average for here...the wind has been pretty steady for the last couple of weeks so less walking in the desert and more sitting in the drivers seat reading or looking at the screens (i have several screen options)fortunately i am able to avert my eyes a few inches and i can see for miles across the desert which makes my eyes and vision less damaged from eye strain...(i hope) i drove north to KOFA national wildlife refuge and went to the palm canyon entrance but the spot i usually stay at was occupied and i set up a couple of hundred yards to the west...
i don't know the name of these mountains but they are always dramatic to look at...then into quartzite where i bought 2 new pillowcases for 50 cent each then to the scratched and dented food store where i bought some necessities like whole bean coffee and chocolate...then back to the old site where i enjoyed the below average temps despite the gusty winds...i encountered several youtube presentations which joggled my brain and made me think...about sex...now for a guy like myself who has been deprived of testosterone for several years now to think about sex it has to be in the abstract...i was thinking i might put together a sort of description of myself and post it online to see if there might be any female persons who would be interested in spending time with me...so of course the "dickless" nature of my person might be described as "a feature, not a bug" so to speak...i was actually surprised at how many female persons would welcome a man without "turgidity"...another "feature" might be "intermittant dentation"...the lack of "disposible income" must also be mentioned as well as the minimal housing...a pick-up truck is however preferable to a tent perhaps...personality compatability seems unlikely as i have been without female companioship for...well, a damn long time...however...actually i cannot think of any positive aspects to spending time with me...and i do not take criticism well at all...i guess if i care to admit it the best thing i could do for a woman is stay away from her...damn!...the harsh light of reality shows a lot of room for improvement...but enough about me lets move on to sex...orion taraban posted another of his "one size fits all" evaluations entitled "Women are dirty: understanding their dark desires" (12 min) also there was post called "The dirtiest services ancient roman brothels listed on their walls" (27min)NSFW HIstorian...i am not sure but i think these references to "dirt" are not about soil. mud, or other impurities...i think these are subjective and biased views of people who are seeking voyeristic attention...the woman who posted the piece on the unearthd brothel in Pompeii repeatedly expressed the view that the women who were providing sex were somehow less than equal in every way to the other citizens...that does not make them "dirty"...as long as i am on the Pompeii subject i would like to recommend "The discovery that rewrote Pompeii" by "miniminuteman" AKA Milo (minderbender) Rossi...this presentation is packed to the brim with information and illustrates the need to be accurate in scientific investigations...and to close out the subject of relationships i would like to recommend Cal Smiths "An hour and a six-pack" for sentimental views..."Our ideals should be to make our battles a series of single combats, our ranks a happy alliance of agile commanders-in-chief." T.E. Lawrence "seven pillars of wisdom"
