the day after i sighted this herd of about 15 pronghorn antelope a couple of rifle shots rang out from a newly arrived travel trailer nearby...then less than an hour later a shotgun blast was heard not too far from the trailer...my theory based on experience is that cops (who often seek to harass me) carry shotguns as well as rifles and pistols...of course the wildlife viewing goes to shit when these gun goobers show up... i have encountered so much ORGANIZED CRIME in the state of arizona that it amazes me that the government paid individuals who are supposed to be SERVING AND PROTECTING the public apparently do not believe that it is a priority...victims like myself would disagree...now i have been told that i am ALL SET...i have certainly heard that phrase before...i am being targeted because i do not wear the colors of the tribe and do not respond to the various hand signals and body language signs appropriately...like most trained capuchin monkeys do...anyhow yesterday i was told that THEY have DECLARED WAR on me...damn! and that i was getting too close (two close) this happens all the time...well i'll certainly try harder to be compliant with the local mobs....not really...just one more reason to SUBVERT THE DOMINANT PARADIGM...
well i need to make some apology's according to some of the suggestions which i have a great deal of respect for...one of 12 which recommends to make amends whenever possible...in the past on this blog i have suggested that anthony bourdain drank and used pot addictively... (i have all of bourdains DVDs and am a fan) i am a drunk and a pothead...i have no right to speak to anyone elses habits...it is called taking someones inventory...not a good thing...i also suggested that nathaniel rateliff was a drunk because of his great song SOB...that was my mis-interpretation of his work...i am a drunk and a pothead and have no legitimate right to judge him...also ms ferrell was mentioned as having nearly died of some drugs she took...i do not know this great musician and have no right to suggest anything about her private life...i am a drunk and an pothead...and my own life is my concern...i watched the death and destruction of so many tantalized musical performers in my lifetime that i am always dismayed to see anyone struggle with addiction...i am a drunk and a pothead and my own life and those around me was negatively effected by my own habits... even after 36 years with no alcohol i see myself as a drunk who is not drinking today...one day at a time...
"At least -to pray -is left-is left- /Oh Jesus-in-the Air/ I know not which thy chamber is-/I'm knocking -everywhere-/Thou settest Earthquake in the South- /And Maelstrom, in the sea-/Say, Jesus Christ of Nazareth-/ Hast thou no arm for Me?" Emily Dickenson (1862)
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