"The certainty of a God..."

turned on the television to c-span this morning and listened to a fellow who was describing how many people were being removed from those government jobs which serve to help those who "served"...cuts in the veterans administration...now i am watching p. hegseth talk about putting the defense department back in the hands of the "war fighters"...a new term to me...i wonder if the "war fighters" ever take into consideration how many military vetrans commit suicide or end up washed up in the dregs of addiction or how their suicide is related to what they experienced while they "served"...also was surprised to learn of pope francis death today...obviously he was killed by v.p. vance...had an uncomfortable night after an encounter with a person who sought to harasse me...i mulled over the encounter and determined that i handled it poorly...i went into scream mode...i eventualy concluded that religion is not what a person believes but what they do...buddist think that the only thing a person owns is their actions... watched some interesting DVDs...i was amused to note that 'criminal minds" broached two subjects which are seldom discribed...necrophilia and canibalism...both probably against the law in most societies...but what about necrophilia by prior agreement or canibalism by prior agreement...can a person engage in these acts with legal impunity...just a thought. i saw an excellent interview called "Branford Marsailis on Jerry Garcia and the grateful dead" very well articulated...Branford was described as the "true musician" in the family "The certainty of a God giving meaning to life far surpases in attractiveness the ability to behave badly with impunity." albert camus (1942)

"This minority is great..."

bad day for a bike ride took off yesterday to the other side of town as the snow fell...and fell...and fell some more...stopped at the pawn and bought a DVD for a buck...the new clerk said i could just have the DVD for free...she suspected i would rob her if she opened the cash register...i laughed and put a dollar on the counter and told her i had bought s lot of DVDs from this pawn shop...(not to mention cameras, guitars and other items...thats one thing about having a beard...you are suspect...any old crime will do, you may be the perpertrator...i creeped along back towards the rented room as a blizzard coated the vehicles and the road...i kept my distance from the other vehicles and made it to the grocery store and picked up victuals then to the room and safety...more or less.... i found a youtube interview with robert rodriguez on lex fridman #465...i have listened to ram dass, ken kesey, and many other pundits but this interview was one of the most interesting and helpful i have ever heard...this interview with mr rodriguez is extraodinary in the amount of useful advice he imparts...not about film making as much as about creativity and how keep it in ones life...it is 3 and a half hours long ang i watched it in two sittings and will probably watch it several times...he used the term "three pound "ME" computer" which i had never heard before...there were several things that he said that i wanted to write down but i only wrote down "record it! record it!...an extraordinary guy indeed... i also watched an interview called "How FBI undercover agents really work" with scott payne who said something i had never heard...he said L. Freeh was the best FBI director ever...and did not care much for Mueller...he said the FBI drifted away from grass roots law enforcement...sounds true to me... a great you tube documentary is "The Floating fishermen of Havana"...it is about people desperate to get food and they float at night on inflated truck tires in the ocean,,,very interesting... "This minority is great and formidable, I do not know whether, if i aimed at the total overthrow of a kingdom, I should wish to be encunbered with a large body of partisans." E.Burke

"Courage is the greatest..."

there are few things in modern america more depressing than having ones vehicle disabled...even more so when one is living out of said vehicle...i went to craigslist to the services section and found a mechanic who would come to where my vehicle sat forlorn and un-drivable...eight in the morning he showed up with his son and his tools...an interesting fellow by any standards...after removing the cam position sensor we went to the auto parts store and got one for 25 bucks...that was not the problem however...he buried himself in the youtube mechanics presentations for 30 minutes and eventually said he thought he got a clue...off to the auto parts store again...VVT solinoid for 76 bucks...i bought two...one for each side...he repalced the left side one and i had little hope for success...VIOLA! THE TRUCK WAS FIXED!..i had been ready to give up actually...we spent three hours on the truck and two hours discussing religion...he is a reformed sinner and advocate for God...and had the most well used bible i have ever seen...he could turn to passages in the bible which illustrated questons i had time and time again...he ain't no pretender like so many bible thumpers...and a determined auto mechanic...and he lives in a motorhome with his family and puts mechanics ads on craigslist whereever he happens to be...ask for Joe its snowing again outside so i may postpone my departure...i went to the thrift yesterday and bought a bicycle for $21 bucks which had been rebuilt by the thrift mechanic...i will bring my old bike to him later...now i have some emergency transportation if the truck fails to work properly...speaking of which some years ago i found a book in a thrift near Naples florida which is a history of Rolls Royce automobiles...it was signed by the author... i was amused to learn that when a Rolls stops running they don't say it "broke down" but say it "failed to proceed"... i watched about 30 minutes of ann coulter on c-span this morning...she is not entrenched in her views and has a sense of humor also...i see where bill maher has kicked up a lot of dust with his views...more diversity in opinions is more better... i found some more good music on youtube...namely..."Amado Mio" by Storm Large with Pink Martini...excellent vocals and good musicians also...she has a small tatoo on her back which i am not sure what it says...also "Please don't talk about me when i'm gone" by san lyon swing jazz...it is three women and a man...excellent vocals and superbe guitar in the mode of django...they have several good presentations...the funnel kazoo is well represented here... i came across one of the best youtube presentations i have seen in "Alone in the wilderness" by dick proenneke (57 min)...this guy was working as a diesel mechanic in anchorage alaska when he got something splashed in his eyes which may have blinded him...but he recovered and came to realize that he wanted to use his eyes for better viewing so he packed up and went to a remote place 160 miles from anchorage and used his astounding skills to build a cabin and survive in style...he brought a movie camera and documented his life alone in the wilderness...i have not been able to find his presentation again as so many people have used his life to fuel their own presentaions...his is the best presentation and is worth watching... "Courage is the greatest of all virtues, because if you haven't courage. you may not have an opportunity to use any of the others." Samuel Johnson

"The wise determine..."

early spring brave flower...elk skeleton...sunset last night...very nice had a big day planned in the city...blood test...groceries...laundry...some thrift shopping...nothing special...then out of the blue the truck which was running so well...suddenly was not running so well...but i made it to the blood lab...then i made it to the grocery store...then i made it to the post office where i cashed some money orders...i did not cry or barf even though i had to keep focused because this situation is serious but all was not lost...but on the bright side the mechanics shop which was recommended to me was near the post office and the inexpensive motel was also...so got a room and unloaded some groceries and washed two loads of laundry and now i will research transmission repairs some more online... the television had a talk, speech, communication live from joe biden...ok joe adjust the meds and stay calm... i watched some good utube stuff this week..."camel trek across australia" by outback mike (20 min.) although this man is the one who posted this he is treking with Sophie Matterson who used 5 camels which she said she trained and they were some of the nicest camels i have ever seen...fat and well muscled...she has a great deal of baggage and is very concientious about how she handles her responsibilites i am very envious of people who can achieve this level of independence from "civilization"...ms matterson says she is living on a cow ranch now...she wrote a book about her trek called "The Crossing"...along the same camel theme i saw a great utube piece called "indias military still use camels...here's why"(9 min)...i have been a great proponent of the usa using camels to patrol the US mexican border... i watched DJtrump say in front of a television camera that he had people calling him to "KISS MY ASS" because of the tariffs...i hope that channeling of dave coe is repeated many times...pretty vogue to cuss with great enthusiasm...or it is now... i must say my stalkers seem to have become more numerous and obnoxious...AND i found 2 screws in my washing when i pulled it out of the machine...i suspect this is a warning of things to come...some more...again...damn! "The wise determine from the gravity of the case; the irritable, from sensibility to oppression; the high minded, from disdain and indignation at abusive power in unworthy hands." E. Burke

"Of all the cants..."

"...wider exposure..."

the images are the san fransisco peaks...the tallest in arizona and the other image is of me with my new (used) tripod...when i got it to the truck i realized it only has two legs...but it was on SALE!...HALF PRICE!...now i have 4 tripods, one bi-pod and two mono-pods...thats enough probably... last day in the room with a microwave and a refridgerator...no rain or snow predicted this week and warmer temperatures...got to watch a lot of C-Span and i must say my opinion of humanity did not become greater...perhaps even less...i watched a legislator named senator cotton bad-mouth "china" (the country not the dinerware) with a steady stream of accusations which sounded like the middle eastern radicals bad-mouthing the USA...first of all china has 1.3 billion people and they do not all look, think or act the same any more than the americans do the government of china does a lot to promote their own interest just like the american government does...i do not know how you can call a country with the number of billionaire capitalists they have truley communist...anyhow when i watched "little chinese everywhere today i did not see any rabid american haters...i found in my notes this information USA has 2.2 million people incarcerated or 690 out of every 100,000 citizens...china has 1.5 million incarcerated...russia has 440 citizens out of 100,000 incarcerated...damn! i think i have enemies that wish me ill...perhaps the "ROSKOMMADZOR" are the ones who mess with my blog...and me...i get stalked everywhere and now my arthritic shoulder has been targeted by being hit when someone walks by me...assault is what it is... i read that there are optical lattice clocks that are accurate to within one tenth of a second over the age of the universe...my watch is off by about 15 seconds...good enough... I picked up a DVD called "KAWEH" which is a group of excellent musicians playing international music i really like some of the documentaies i have picked up at the thrift stores etc...i finally took the time to figure out how to post videos on youtube and posted "2 TEXAS COWPUNCHER"...which is an excellent documentary about working cowboys (cowpunchers)...the best line in the documentary is..."I'm not punchy enough"...look for it... "...wider exposure gives you a keener sense that there is a war going on and you have to choose a side...which is "battlefield mentality"... if you take an even wider view you realize that you are an earthling and you do not have to choose a side!

"The nomads..."

I just finished watching the american national high school womens basketball championship...i rarely watch sports but this contest had none of the taint of money that so much of sports has...these women were expert level players and after one overtime IMG (i don't know what that stands for) outscored the other team by two points...i was going to say they beat the other team but it was a contest from begining to end...not just intertaining but engaging...probably builds character for the playes too The handsome lad in the photograph is a young Bix Beiderbecke renowned trumpet player and pretty good piano player also...he died at the age of 31 years...there is an extremely good interview called "louis Armstrong remembers Bix Beiderbecke" where armstrong is asked what killed his good friend Bix...and mr armstrong tells it without backing off...his friends killed Bix...a must hear for anyone who wants not to be a victim of "friends"... i read a good description of american consumer habits which recounted how J.C. Penny the department store decided to quit having sales and just lower prices and they dropped 4 billion dollars in sales and their stock share price dropped by half...the observation was that the psychological effect of taking advantage of a "SALE" is so powerful with shoppers that it is drives actions in a fundimental way...i have fallen victim to a lot of sales in my life and might be motivated by a few more by the way bird flu is why the price of eggs went way up...not political decisions...there is a lot of half truths and lies being bandied about these days...i heard one financial pundit call the drop in stock prices "a nasty correction"...yep it is that too... but there is still some desire for "quality" (snootyness) in some places...i saw an interview with a representative of NYC Innovates which has these health spas where you can join for $750 to $4500 per month and purchase a bottle of "Amazon water" $150...they condense the water from the air...sounds snooty to me...this spa says it helps to build better human relationships...snooty people like to hang with other snooty people and try to out-snoot one another...they should adopt a dog i highly recommend a listen to Steven West the philosphy sherpa who has posted some good presentations recently...Canus was a clear eyed "artist"(and a philosopher too) i watched the movie "Color out of Space" which is a science fiction/horror movie based on an H.P. Lovecraft story filmed in 2019 i would say staring Nicolas Cage but all the actors did remakable work and the three kids did exceptionaly well...tommy chong did a good "stoner in a cabin" act and it does not end well...not for those with a weak stomach... i also really liked "Just a dream on my mind" by the secret six jazz band...excellent vocals by the banjo player...i think the trumpet player my have taken a page from the Bix playbook as he looks wasted...but plays very well despite it... "The nomads tribal structures provided no central authority to destroy or negotiate with, and they had no cities, cities that could be taken nor crops to be burned" from "Historical Atlas of the Ancient World"

"The bitterness of the potion..."

steady!...STEADY!

different play different players...or cactus

nice gray moth hidden on gray plastic truck door

grave for MINDY...

my loudmouth nosey neighbor who arrived an hour after me...license plate had been obscured

 whoa buddy...stock market stampedes many trampled...hopefully less plastic Chinese products sold in the dollar stores...as mr musk already said... "success is uncertain but entertainment is guaranteed..."   billions of dollars being made by short sellers on the stock market...some of the economic coelacanths might wake up and evolve for the 21st century...

as for my own evolution since not trimming my beard beginning last july when i turned 70 years of age  i am daily surprised by my "presentation of self in everyday life"...i began looking like a manson family reject but then evolved into more of a walt whitman beard "whitmanesque" you might say...not full ZZ however...i must remember to keep it brushed and inspected for debris,,,but it is like having a new pet...just another responsibility...and i get to hear a lot judgment about my missing teeth but i can assure you that is well worth it considering how much pain a bad tooth can cause...still have the "rustic living in a truck" look... 

i read about a 2016 study by alan kruege of princeton who found that nearly half of working men between the age of 25-54 in the labor force use pain killers daily...damn!...also a specialist in "CUTE STUDIES" at Tokyo university found that looking at cute things can reduce stress and improve mood...which i guess is an antidote to "gloom scrolling"...

"The bitterness of the potion, and the abhorrence of the patient are necessary circumstances to the operation. It must be something to trouble and disturb the stomach that must purge and cure it." M. Montaigne

 
 

"Method and dispatch"

 

this fellow stayed around for quite a few days...he had long white hair and a white beard!

since mr musk is always being described as "the richest man in the world"...i thought i would display my yearly income..i don't mean to be braggadocios but this is probably why i get so much attention from the constabulary...my wealth and social standing....right!

the snow is starting to stick now so i just went out to sweep the snow off the truck...and absorb the reality that i ain't in the desert any more...or i would be dead...dead...dead...i have lots of warm clothes and new truck tires and i bought 10 tv diners for ten  bucks yesterday and i have eaten 7 of them already...this should bolster my resistance to the cold...always thinking about survival and at 70 years of age the parameters have changed...i be an old guy now...

so i heard that a mr. booker talked in the legislature for 25 hours..."a triumph of triviality"...i think that the way this country is run should be dragged into the 21st century...like presenting all information to all members of government 24 hours or more before being added to the public record...and anyone who feels the need to stand their butt up in front of their co-workers should have to wear a shock collar and if they start spewing lies they will get zapped...eventually this Skinner approach to government would make government more efficient...or else...

it is a great temptation to criticize the trump/musk coalition but when all is said and done the reality is personnel  are usually the most expensive part of any business and to cut costs personnel need to be reduced...do the math...

so "little Chinese everywhere"  broke her foot (i think her husband is too heavy to ride double on those small scooters) and true to her brave and determined nature she kept the camera rolling even in the hospital...what a tough lady!...still a great episode however no drones in the hospital...

ever heard of "cheddar man"? according to a youtube presentation this was a blue-eyed black man whose remains were found in europe and they figure there were no white people until 9 thousand years ago at the soonest...interesting what they can determine from DNA these days...

a watched an interesting DVD called "Attack of the Killer Leeches" a horror classic!...also i watched "10 violent women" (1979) 97 minutes directed by Ted V. Mikels...i watched it with mr. Mikels commentary which helped to endure the...well anyhow i counted several times and never seemed to find ten women violent or otherwise...

i recommend Herbie Hancock's youtube presentation as he is undoubtedly one of the most talented musicians in the last 50 years...and he just got another award at the age of 84...

there is a or i should say there was a rapper named "Nitric Acid" who was executed by the military junta in Burma for criticizing the government...people that put their life on the line to express their opposition are more intense than the folks who rap about bling and puss...

i heard General R. Honore' explain "operational security" on Talk Louisiana recently...its worth listening to...

"Method and dispatch govern the world. Method goes far to prevent trouble in business; for it makes the task easy, hinders confusion, saves abundance of time, and instructs those who have business depending what to do and what to hope."  Penn 

"I'm your huckleberry"  thanks val!

"To-day is not yesterday..."

 

                                                uncommon blossom on a common cactus

head of unidentified horned lizard

                                         horned lizard waiting for an ant

miles and miles away at the mesa site

rear of unidentified horned lizard

                                             middle portion of uidentified horned lizard

                                              rabbits reduced to eating cactus even in the mesa

well i could not find my blog when i typed in bootlegcircus.com and the helpful librarian said i could type in "bootlegcircus. blogspot.com" and so it works ....i don't mean to "give myself airs above my station" but i am going to try to get my readership up to 15 people...but i need a dramatic hook...i read that some folks have claimed to be abducted by a space alien and "probed" whatever that means...so my story is this..."all i remember is being tossed out of this alien craft (which looked very like an AMC Matador...which is a butt ugly car) and there was a guy driving it who was blue and he was laughing and he said in plain english with a southern accent..."i did not have sexual relations with that woman"

that's my story and i am sticking with it... 

i don't want to be the turd in the punch-bowl but as i research the zoonotic diseases (6 of 10 infectious diseases are zoonotic) i cannot help but think that perhaps "cuddle buddies" might want to put a warning about this very real problem...and see toxoplasmosis warnings 

i have been listening to the only radio station in this mesa area which is run by the local native tribe so i have gotten a lot of native news and view-points...the word "colonizer" is used a lot...and not in a complimentary way...the truth of the matter is that one tribe pushed another tribe from their "ancestorial" lands from the very beginning...i read that there were 150 million natives here when the white folk arrived and 90% of them had died from diseases within 50 years

so i watched a series called "West World" season 2...one of the actors called it "the Olympics for actors" well wasn't no walk in the park for the viewers either...it was like watching three dimensional chess with the 4th dimension of time thrown in...damn...never did figure out who was human and who was semi-human and who was the good folks and who was the bad folks...damn...the ladies seemed to prefer a long barreled large bore six shooter hand gun to do their slaughtering with...damn...dead folks everywhere...Bernard seemed to be heavily medicated with something to make him drowsy all the time...some of these people/robots (hosts) such as Delores you were kind of rooting for them hear that she has been re-cooked many times...millions of times for some of these host/creatures...it kind of got tedious after a while...is there a season 3?...is this how Artificial Intelligence will ruin the human race?

so politics seems to be rearing it's ugly head everywhere...i suspect that the president of the USA has a case of PYROLAGNIA...for which there is no cure...and i am sure that P. Hegseth practices AMBELOPULIA...these things happen...neither condition impeachable offenses...

"Today is not yesterday.-We ourselves change.- How then can our words and thoughts, if they are always to be fittest, continue always the same- Change indeed is painful, yet ever needful; and if memory have its force and worth, so also does hope."   Carlyle

"Neither snow nor rain..."

                                          orlando in the desert

                                                my 3 dollar therapy instrument

                                              looks like a good place for an airy b and b

 watching the farm report this morning...cattle doubled in price in the last two years...hogs down in price...good to know...while trans people are all over the news trans-portation should be getting a lot more attention...in La Paz Bolivia they built a cable car which allowed people to cut their commuter times by 80% and  commerce is much greater...they do not have to drive around the crowded mountain roads...why in the hell is there virtually no attention paid to mass transit in this country...also i see where a cargo ship ran into a fuel tanker THAT WAS NOT EVEN MOVING! i have spent some hours in a ships wheelhouse and i cannot even imagine an entire crew ignoring a fuel tanker in their course...the captain of the cargo ship was russian the fuel was headed to the american military...go figure...the ruined environment is english...damn

!...got a great business idea...gonna make a fortune...going to call it "AIRY B AND B'...i'm going to rent people a sleeping bag and feed them oatmeal for breakfast in the desert...this is going to be BIG BIG BIG!...already have a sleeping bag and oatmeal so i need very little start-up capital...water will be extra...and it ain't gonna be cheap....

so i have been thinking about law enforcement in this border area (mexican border) first of all the difficulty of enforcing the law in a place where 10's of thousands of people come to escape the winter weather where they are from and being on the border...it is a made to order crime scene...so the incidence of people moving contraband north is probably much greater than any other place in this country...or most countries...AND! now there are powerful and violent "CARTELS" that seek to control as much of the border areas as possible...if that were not enough there are at least 4 US special forces trained former military working for the cartels...the body count is rising...a while back i heard a report about the number of military veterans who joined the border patrol only to resign within a year or so,,,i suspect that a lot of those people just got the lay of the land and then went off to join the smugglers...one of the more detailed youtube presentations is "Sicario Warfare" by Ironclad...very depressing...also CJNG is a criminal organization run by young man named Nemesio Ruben Osequrea Cervantes or El Mencho...there is a 15 million dollar price on his head in chicago alone!...

on a happier note i found a great musical talent named Muireann Bradley who plays guitar (very well) and sings (very well)...

one of my history DVDs talks about the "Royal Road" of Cyrus the Great who built this road from one side of his kingdom to the other...they had a sort of pony express that had 110 stations and they could get from one side to the other in 6 days...now that's good transportation planning... the historian Herodotus described the official couriers..."Neither snow nor rain nor heat nor gloom of night stays these couriers from the swift completion of their appointed rounds." sound familiar? it was adopted in 1912 by the james a farley post office in new york...

"In the boundless panorama..."

rock found in the desert...tool?...

praying mantis found in the desert...2 inches long

coyote appears to be on it's last leg...but they are pretty tough

large hole next to a rock...who decided this location?

this creosote bush was in bloom even after a severe lack of rain...these plants are tough too

rained in the desert yesterday...but not much...cloudy today in town and some rain...not too much...big news from the government...as usual...4500 transgender humans fired from the military...according to the internet there are 1.6 million humans who identify as transgender in the USA or 0.6% of the population...the city of washington .d.c is removing the "black lives matter" verbiage from the street...i found a DVD called "Bomb It-street art is revolution" about so called graffiti artist...it was very exciting...i see where the entire documentary is available on the youtube...yea!...they might hire leon keer from the netherlands who does amazing "anamorphic" art...i was amazed at the trump/zilinsky meeting and the thug who asked zilinsky why he did not wear a neck tie...they never ask e.musk that!...i found "Where did neck ties come from" by ben bowlin of "brainstuff" (3 min.) i heard on the radio that on march 9th 1945 the USA military firebombed japan and killed over 100,000 people...the most deadly bombing raid of the war...i have been watching "Criminal Minds" on my DVD's and was confronted by a moral/ethical decision when one of the FBI agents named Elle confronted a fellow who was suspected of half a dozens rapes and more but was not held in custody so Elle followed him and pretty much caught him preparing to commit another rape...she put 3 bullets in his chest and rather than be subjected to intense interrogation quit her job...so the question is "was she wrong"...dead people are in the news a lot lately old gene hackman was just too damned old...his wife however died from hunta virus which is usually transmitted from mice poop dust in the air and kills in less than 48 hours...i listend to an interview with sister helen prejean who advocates for death row inmates in louisiana i was amazed to learn that when a person is executed in the prison a death certificate must be filled out and under "cause of death" they must put "homicide"...

some good youtube i watched was "little chinese everywhere" "china's steepest mountain" she and her baobao flo do a lot of hiking and as usual the drone footage is great...speaking of drones "The killer ground drones hunting russians in ukrain" (21 min) is pretty damned scary...as they kept saying...this is not war in the future...it is war today...i don't want to see dead russians any more than dead ukrainians..

.I really liked "london cafe blues" by the secret six... mellifluous! 

"In the boundless panorama of the existing and visible universe, whatever shapes appear, whatever consciousness cognize, all are the play of manifestation of the Tri-Kaya the three-fold principle of the cause of all causes, the Primordial Trinity. Impenetrating  all, is the All Pervading Essence of Spirit, which is Mind. It is uncreated, impersonal, self-existing, immaterial, and indestructible.                                                                                                                        Lama Kazi Dawa-Samdup  

 

"Guerrilas win..."

way out in the desert livin' in a truck...must be nice!...it is!

i wondered why this creature needed two entrance holes...

a while back i saw a fig in the parking lot and realized that this is a fig tree usually found in the tropics...just add monkeys!

yep, its a hula-baloo in government now...musk the monster is firing people from the largest employer in the USA...about time!...i heard that the FBI building is up for sale...how is it that the executive branch of government can eliminate the judicial branch of government?...i guess as long as they keep paying my social security i won't have to go feral and start eating critters from the animal rescue...i have been watching the hog eliminator youtube presentations...way too many feral pigs and not enough folks eating them...and the non-native birds, and the iguanas , and lets not forget the nutria..etc....this country is "determined to be starved before it is hungry"...the best hog cleaning video i watch was "How to clean a wild hog" by Jman Random (40min) he insists the skin must be left on the hog for the best grilling so he burns the hair off with a propane torch,(A. Bourdain would agree)  another good youtube i watched was "Amazing process of making 4 axes from a leaf spring"...if you want to know what "can do" attitude is, this is it...ralph naders latest radio hour came down pretty hard on the honesty (or lack there-of) of the Israeli government...in the title it is inferred that the Palestinians will never give up...that is a suicidal approach to their problem...i was in central america once and was talking to a Finnish woman who had just come from nicaruagua where she talked to the folks there and she said most of them could give a fat rats ass about the form of government since they had been at war for nearly two decades... i just read a great book called "Vietcong Memoir) by Truong Nhu Tang (1985) it is interesting how the upper echelon of any government seems to not care too much what hardships the common folks endure...i am listening to some DVD's about the life of the common folk in ancient times...it was even worse then...the ancient greeks abused about half of the citizens as they were hardly even seen as humans...not very enlightened!

so i typed out "Teatsqueezer" on youtube and there is a colored boy who seems to have been pretty busy using the name and recommending videos...no crime in that...i watched the first one and was not favorably impressed. my observation is that first of all so called "hiphop" has largely lost it's vitality...it is banal and non-creative and emphasizes stupid stuff like bling and sex and drugs, alcohol and toughness...well now that i think about it the country western music seems to have the same things...with some patriotism thrown in sometimes...anyhow. the colored boy who is blowing smoke at the camera and I imagine he had a lot of help in putting together this collection..(possibly government ).i think there are some "black folks" who want to "sample" (steal) all of my "intellectual property"...insofar as i have never made a dime from any of it and except for my characters in my writing i relinquished the copyrite i will be dead and gone soon enough and i don't want to see Styrofoam "Teatsqueezers" in the walmart...i read that "Hello Kitty" makes about 4 billion dollars a year...i don't care for that character at all...miss moo i like however..

well now i have to pee so i will sign off

"Guerrillas win if they don't loose. A standard army loses if it does not win" Henry Kissinger (1968)

"...he bought our house..."

images from the top="someone to watch over me..."...moon rising over yuma this morning...moon rising over yuma this morning some more...liz is the only one looking forward to the 90 degree temps tomorrow...most of the desert looks like this...dry dry dry...broken plate from long ago on the desert floor

 

as can be seen from the photos the sky is not falling...much...mark twain thought a monarchy was the best form of government he had seen,,,and he saw a lot of them...one of the lecturers on history that i have on DVD...(i think is was rufus fears) said that wars could be stopped immediately when two auto-crats were warring but in a democracy the wars just went on and on and on...a good documentary on youtube is "The russian revolution; all power to the soviet" (33min) and also  "The mexican revolution-1910-1920" (25min)...those folks who keep talking up a "revolution" in the usa ain't thinkin' too well..."so you say you want a revolution, you know we all want to see the plan..." j.lennon...i have been watching all the stuff on the internet (youtube) by "The secret six"jazz band posted mostly by the new orleans jazz museum...the japanese woman trombone player is loving life (and makes me love life too!) can you guess what the secret is?..."Froggie Moore rag" is one of my favorites...

 

"he bought our house on the G.I. bill but it wasn't worth all he had to kill to get it..."david allen coe

 

"In a democracy such as ours..."

 descriptions of images in order from top to bottom...i am kneeling down and i see specks on the sand ...them i pick one of the specks up and determine that it is pretty hard...then i see more specks near by and pinch the top and realize that it is hollow beneath...and under the specks is like a piece of felt...compressed web i believe...this hole picture is a return to get a close-up with a different lens...the webbing is more noticeable...the next two images are un-identified objects in the sky which i presume are a launch if some company's rocket...there were smaller flair-ups which might have been parts of the rocket being jettison...the last image is the specks after soaking in water over night...

well hells-a-poppin in government now...bill gates who is a pretty straight shooter said he though government was about 10% to 15% too big also...i dont want to be a MUSKOVITE necessarily but musk does not not need a vote or a dollar and not many people can say that... i highly recommend that you listen to thoreau's "Civil Disobedience" and "Life without Principal"...i think he would have approved of the current approach to government reduction...i read where there has been about a $260 billion dollar overpay by the federal government....that's a lot of school lunches! and the 60 million dollar snatch back from FEMA for housing "asylum seekers" in NEW YORK city is music to my ears...what the hell kind of a person goes to russia with cannabis anyhow...mr fogel has pretty bad risk to reward  judgment....i watched some pretty good science presentations on youtube this week such as "10 minute neuro-science; visual pathways" and also "synaptic pruning" by alila medical...there was a good interview called "Neil Young talks about how media divides the USA"...also "What if all the worlds biggest problems have the same solution"(24 min)

"In a democracy such as ours military policy is dependent on public opinion" G.C Marshall (1943)

"Th future of humanity..."

$3.50 ECCO YAK shoes from my savil row tailor Paul de St. Vincent

never seen this size hole before

sun rose about 5 minutes after 7 this morning

view to the west with sand dunes and mountains

saw three of these birds on the lawn at laundryvill last week...nice looking birds

lots of news this week...i guess the commander in chief really likes multi-tasking....i am keeping a backpack packed and ready just in case the poop hits the fan... watched a very good youtube presentation by PETE BEINART on DEMOCRACY NOW entitled  "Being Jewish after the destruction of Gaza"...he brings in a lot of historical context and is probably not antisemitic...probably...someone said something about the Palestinians being sub-human...i think that many of them are feral...too long away from a civilized community...i was listening to a woman who wrote a book about ending the war in Ukraine which made me think of this song by Johnny Cash called "GOD BLESS ROBERT E. LEE" dont judge it until you hear it...i read the rolling stone with the interview with kid rock which was interesting...i dont have any of his music but i saw him in a willie nelson dvd with jerry lee lewis...mr lewis was very appreciative of mr rocks support...i think there was an advertisement for some shoes with a mr. s. dogg being the supporter of this brand...therefore i though it was a good idea to give an alternative option (and i don't mean to be braggadocios) but i bought 3 pairs of shoes for about ten bucks total which are very comfortable and sturdy...i keep getting an ad online to 'shop like a millionaire" TEMU...is that stupid or what!...shop around...buy used!...i watched an episode of "Nero Wolfe"  last night which indicates the time period is WW two not the 1950's...i think this current administration of the federal government will prompt the use of deep-seek of some other AI source to run most of government...

"The future of humanity depends on how many people achieve individuation"   Carl Jung
 

"Meet the first..."

 this beautiful bird walked up and stayed around for several minutes...i had no lizards to offer
 

 this is a piece of quartz...the gold miner types have pretty much smashed all the quartz above ground 

  i sit here looking at mr c. patel seek to convince congress that he can head up the federal bureau of investigation after listening to the commander in chief say he will only accept GENIUSES!!! on the federal payroll...we are in a world of hurt....crazy is the new normal perhaps...

i  have been watching a couple of good serial dramas on DVD..."Criminal Minds" is a pretty good crime show...but kind of depressing...these folks are a behavioral analysis unit...i think people are getting crazier by the minute...and no relief in sight...the other series is "Nero Wolfe" which is quite good and there are no unwashed people and everyone is dressed very well and the cars look great...i think this takes place in the 1950"s in the USA...i will say that every beautiful woman ends up dead...but always while the viewer is away...

i came across some great tunes on youtube..."It ain't my mama's broken heart" is a great video by a ms lambert i think and the never controversial ms nikki lane has a great video in which she sings and plays a beautiful guitar on her "Good Enough" video...never controversial...OK...also a great youtube musical presentation is Big Joe Williams "She left me a mule to ride"..great blues

i heard something about llamas as therapy animals...i worked around about 75 llamas everyday and i can recommend them for people who are too damned confident as they can be depended on to spit in your face for no apparent treason at every opportunity...now that's tough love!

"Meet the first beginnings; look to the budding mischief before it has time to ripen to maturity."   Shakespeare