Wednesday, June 24, 2026

"Backward I see..."


 new material...not obsidian but sandstone...the groove is for sinew cleaning...this is the only tool i have found made of this material...indigenous creativity...

DRAMA!...for some reason the laundromats seems to attract drama...a couple of weeks ago as i knelt in front of the washer that had my clothes in a woman stood next to me and said something in a loud voice in the spanish language...dramatically! and used her phone to film me...i heard she posted her video with the complaint that i had "touched" her...i can't be too concerned about these folks who seem to want everyone to pay the tribute money...i'm an american...i don't pay!...when i went to the hospital to pick up my cancer medications ,as i walked towards the door i saw a small black square fabric container on the pavement and i picked it up and saw it was used to hold credit cards etc...i walked into the pharmacy and told the lady working there i had just found it on the ground outside...she asked me if i had seen the security guard outside and i had not...she took the card holder and i went upstairs to get my meds...after a short wait i got my meds and when got into the elevator and there was a fellow with his son who rode down with me...he looked like the fellow who i encountered a while back who seemed to be some sort of lame security...a lot of these guys are "off duty" police who don't like me very much...as i write this the dirty cops drive by and turn on their sirens...this happens a lot... today in the laundromat a a scruffy fellow said something very rude about me to some of the people in the laundromat...one of the many stalkers...he is a standard issue punk...get a life!...

i watched some very good youtube presentations recently...a hopeful view about opportunities due to satellite communications is "A billion people are about to transform the internet (24 min) by dr hannah fry @business...she is in africa with people who are now able to get current information for educational purposes...i hope mr musk does not loose his money as he fixates on making humans "multi-planet" dwellers...i am happy to be an earthling...the current weather extremes should be a wake-up call for the modification of human endeavors...SEX!...like it does not get enough attention...several of these presentations have linking threads so i will start with "China's war on porn and it's unintended consequences" (25min)@ the louis zhao...this fellow takes a very thoughtful look at what he calls "gooners"...folks who look at porn and engage in self-gratification (masturbate) he views the prohibition on viewing porn in china as making the population "cross the wall" which creates a strong "criminal" element...he puts the desire for sex into an evolutionary perspective...and there is the interview on "soft white underbelly" "Glory hole girl- skye" (16min) with a woman who is 31 years old and has been selling sex since she was 16 years old...her story is interesting because of what she says about her relationship (or lack thereof) with her father...the interviewer asks her "What kind of things have you learned about men from being a sex worker for so long? answer= "I've learned how much guys really think with their dicks"...damn! not much uplifting there!...i came across a woman named "Teal Swan" who had a presentation called "Containment-what a woman needs from a man"(20min)...this presentation made sense to me however i found a lot of negative responses to the entire body of work of this woman...mr todd grande has a 17 min presentation called "Is teal swan a cult leader"...i think mr grande may be a cult leader!...

past my bedtime...got to go...

"Backward I see in my own days where i sweated through fog with linguists and contenders,                                                                                                                      I have no mockings or arguments...i witness and wait." Walt Whitman "Leaves of grass" 1855 edition

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